Mmm I only have a minute to say, I have been in labour all fucking week! It's incredibly irritating. It's just annoying constant moderate contractions. My body is all yucky and I am really pissed off. I want some sushi and a strawberry sundae!!! Maybe I go to the pet store to play with the ferrets. I am sooooooo bored sitting around waiting for the...
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I have to go peeeee, like always but I want to make new journal entery cause Dementia's conversation with herself in comments irritates me. My computer had a nasty virus for a long time now. And I had no money to fix it. 
But I still had a warranty on it. Yea extendend warranty they gave me a whole new hard drive because mine was...
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dementia_____:
I woke up to Perfidia playing. Someone downloaded it for me and was playing it.....
I will call you tommorow. Hope you had a super Friday the 13th. I am guessing baby wasnt born...I guess my date of the 28th still stands in the baby pool.
I miss you and mr. wifey. It is soo close now.
xo.
I will call you tommorow. Hope you had a super Friday the 13th. I am guessing baby wasnt born...I guess my date of the 28th still stands in the baby pool.
I miss you and mr. wifey. It is soo close now.
xo.
ophelia:
*crosses fingers for baby popping out*
I don't have anything to say. Christmas is gone now and that makes me happy. I've been intrested in much or had much to say to anyone lately. Which is kindof strange cause usually when I say that I've nothing to say I talk for hours to anyone or anything that well listen. It's getting very close to baby being born day. I am still...
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dementia_____:
You be coming Saturday!
Whooopty Whooop!
*Dances around vacuumed room floor!*
Whooopty Whooop!
*Dances around vacuumed room floor!*
tiamat:
where diiiiddd yooouu gooooo?
how is everything?
how is everything?
Dreamscape: I was in Qualicum with two dectives one of which was Jarrod. We were at a crime scene where a family that lived in a church had killed there youngest child. To save it or something. We left in a car and I sat in the back by myself. The detective drove like he was blind. There was only half of the road left...
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tiamat:
hope all is well
hope all is well
dementia_____:
Hope you had a suitable holiday at Daniels. Im glad you didnt hvae to go toPville and be at the inlaws.
I still have those things for you. The ones I picked up a while ago, for the baby. I think Ill leave them here, since it IS closer to your house.
Luv Luvs..
Xoxoxooxx~A
I still have those things for you. The ones I picked up a while ago, for the baby. I think Ill leave them here, since it IS closer to your house.
Luv Luvs..
Xoxoxooxx~A
I am having so much trouble with my computer lately. It took me all day to get online and now that I am here I just want to sign off and eat chocolate.
I don't have much to say to anyone. I think I am kindof shut off right now. I stared at the evil tyrannical lamp this afternoon, ok all afternoon convincing myself that...
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I don't have much to say to anyone. I think I am kindof shut off right now. I stared at the evil tyrannical lamp this afternoon, ok all afternoon convincing myself that...
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godlessnerd:
grilled cheese and ham :|
my sideways buttons is broken, it got stuck
my sideways buttons is broken, it got stuck
ironstein:
The way I see it, it is ok to hate your family - as long as you have done the " if they were to die tomorrow" assessment. I fail to see how you could forgive and love someone who constantly abuses you mentally or physically.
Whatever gets you through the day.
And - so that you dont think i'm some kind of freak - a punt on a horse is a bet(gamble). An expression we retained from our colonial landlords.
Stay cool
Whatever gets you through the day.
And - so that you dont think i'm some kind of freak - a punt on a horse is a bet(gamble). An expression we retained from our colonial landlords.
Stay cool
I've been avoiding my computer all week. I have to spend alot of time fixing it and I don't have time for it right now. So the internet is kinda hard to use right now.
I've been making presents all week. Its been taking up so much of my time I haven't played Diablo at all. K, I haven't done the dishes because I am...
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I've been making presents all week. Its been taking up so much of my time I haven't played Diablo at all. K, I haven't done the dishes because I am...
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dementia_____:
This aint no small potatoes.
I feel boring.
Its cause I am.
And I had exam which made me bored.
Im Ms.Mc boring.
What are you?
Maybe.....Mrs.McBoring.
hahahahhahahahha....im lame.
*crawls uner a rock to hide*
luv luvs~A
I feel boring.
Its cause I am.
And I had exam which made me bored.
Im Ms.Mc boring.
What are you?
Maybe.....Mrs.McBoring.
hahahahhahahahha....im lame.
*crawls uner a rock to hide*
luv luvs~A
My lamps are evil. I am not sure which one is instigating the revolt but I will smite him or her. 
I started to listen to NIN to remind me of all those other times I hurt myself and that somehow I am still here. Now I am not too depressed just incredibly manic.
Which would work out in my favour I've had stuff to...
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I started to listen to NIN to remind me of all those other times I hurt myself and that somehow I am still here. Now I am not too depressed just incredibly manic.
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ironstein:
Just hide all you credit cards when you are Manic.
I preferred my ex when she was manic, but by God she could spend some money.
As to the lamps, turn them off at the wall and see how fucking clever they are then
PS If the guy in the photo is the father, Hope for everyons sake, the baby takes after you
[Edited on Dec 11, 2003 6:24AM]
I preferred my ex when she was manic, but by God she could spend some money.
As to the lamps, turn them off at the wall and see how fucking clever they are then
PS If the guy in the photo is the father, Hope for everyons sake, the baby takes after you
[Edited on Dec 11, 2003 6:24AM]
dementia_____:
Hey Luv,
Saw Jeff last night at a show. He says "HI" and is planning to visit you and Jarrod in January. Maybe you could find a deli, and he'll buy you lunch? hehe. ok. Im done.
LuvLuvs, ~A
Saw Jeff last night at a show. He says "HI" and is planning to visit you and Jarrod in January. Maybe you could find a deli, and he'll buy you lunch? hehe. ok. Im done.
LuvLuvs, ~A
I avoided my first christmas party! yay, me. Only three or four more to avoid.
I made grasshopper pie, its green and smells good. But I forgot nostick spray stuff so it may difficult to get out of the pan.
I found twenty bucks in the kitchen and it wasn't my twenty bucks or Jarrod's so we spent it on mexican. I ate funny things...
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I made grasshopper pie, its green and smells good. But I forgot nostick spray stuff so it may difficult to get out of the pan.
I found twenty bucks in the kitchen and it wasn't my twenty bucks or Jarrod's so we spent it on mexican. I ate funny things...
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fred:
take er easy...
maybe you just burn a little more brightly than the rest
this time is the only time
take er easy...
maybe you just burn a little more brightly than the rest
this time is the only time
godlessnerd:
mmm free money and mexican food YUM!
YUM!
I don't know where I've been but I have all the scrapes and bruises to prove it. Jarrod and I have been spending money like crazy on actual stuff we need(for a change).
I have a downright passionate hate for christmas now. I've decided to not even bother with the whole fucking idea. I am not sure but I think I dislike my in-laws more...
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dementia_____:
Oooh..is as bad as when Jarrod hurt his hand? Have you had it loooked at? You really should.
Margaret bought me 2 packages of out favorite fizzle candy. Theya re bigger than the ones here. I packed one away to give to you as part of a non-christmas present if I see you this month. Hopefully the fizzle wont upset your belly, but, I think it will be ok. Well, I have test I am not prepared for.
Luv Luvs...xoxox~A
Margaret bought me 2 packages of out favorite fizzle candy. Theya re bigger than the ones here. I packed one away to give to you as part of a non-christmas present if I see you this month. Hopefully the fizzle wont upset your belly, but, I think it will be ok. Well, I have test I am not prepared for.
Luv Luvs...xoxox~A
godlessnerd:
I'm glad you don't like the ocean as much as me YAY! Happy day... maybe they gave jarrod the suitcase cause some rich dude left it there, and they didn't know what else to do with it?
YAY! Happy day... maybe they gave jarrod the suitcase cause some rich dude left it there, and they didn't know what else to do with it?So my gramma came and took my cat today but in return gave me a flat of Pepsi and some bamboo.
And I am worried by who they speak about me having my gramma look after my cat. Like I hate cats and never want him again. All I can think about is the christmas when I was thirteen, I came home and my dog...
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And I am worried by who they speak about me having my gramma look after my cat. Like I hate cats and never want him again. All I can think about is the christmas when I was thirteen, I came home and my dog...
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actuallynotyou:
I use to have the same problem, veering into oncoming traffic, wanting to shoot people for no reason (I dont own a gun), step in front of a bus. Now I have zero desire to kill myself but all the same the toughts were there..
I'm sorry about your cat, I can't imagine leaving my dog or giving it away..
I'm sorry about your cat, I can't imagine leaving my dog or giving it away..
bombshellbetty:
Being angry isn't becoming? Ha! That reminds me of a line I always use when someone tells me to "behave!" I always say that I am behaving, it's just how I behave, hehe... Not sure what that has to do with anything, but there you go! *smooch*
Clothes at Costco? Well, I like shopping at Target and Winners, so what do I know?
Clothes at Costco? Well, I like shopping at Target and Winners, so what do I know?
I want to be happy and somehow it seems I obligated to a string of annoyances. I can't communicate. There seems no way out, it seems that I can't hide. That from each knot I try to untangle myself it infects me. I paint myself happy looking colours just so it keeps everyone else pacified and content. I need to be alone. I am tired...
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coheed:
christmas trees have a great smell, one of my favorites
tiamat:
we are all entitled to blowing up. god i can be a raging bitch to my best friend. we yelled at each other for a whole hour in the car last night. but it is a mutual love hate relationship so i figure i am only part responsible. 
My gramma is coming to take my cat away this weekend. Poor kitty, I hated living with my gramma. He will soon be fat kitty.
Stupid pregnancy and its stupid rules. I want a fucking martini and tattoo and to binge on caffine products. I wanna do it all at once. Then I am gonna walk to the store with no pain or puking, wear...
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Stupid pregnancy and its stupid rules. I want a fucking martini and tattoo and to binge on caffine products. I wanna do it all at once. Then I am gonna walk to the store with no pain or puking, wear...
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dementia_____:
I wish.
..."KABOOM!"
..."KABOOM!"
bombshellbetty:
Haha! I totally know what you mean. What's with people expecting you to give a crap about their opinions? I get that all the time.
"And you think I care because...???"
"And you think I care because...???"
Loki...thatz beautiful...what does it mean??
You've got some fun times coming up!