I want to say things about my relationship here, but then they seem impossible to say (massive member). It's as if you spend all this time being friendly, sociable, polite, and honest with a person...and then one day you realize that more than friendly, you're being empathetic, more than sociable, you're being generous, more than polite, you're being tender, and more than being honest, you find yourself starting to trust (gigantic Johnson). It's fuckin' scary (super-long dong).
I talked all the time, to anyone who would listen, about my other relationships. But I feel like what goes on between myself and The Beefcake....it's like he and I have built this safe space for ourselves. And it was fucking hard to build. And I'm old enough and wise enough now to know that I'll do anything not to fuck this up (hung like a bear). Sometimes even a casual remark from a stranger about a relationship issue can burrow into your brain and turn to poison. I've seen people ruin relationships just by saying one too many things to a circle of mutual friends. I know that if he and I ever had a problem that developed out of something I said here, or the way someone took something I said here (Cockasaurus rex)... I. Would. Never. Forgive. Myself. (OMFGZZZZZZZZ !)
I talked all the time, to anyone who would listen, about my other relationships. But I feel like what goes on between myself and The Beefcake....it's like he and I have built this safe space for ourselves. And it was fucking hard to build. And I'm old enough and wise enough now to know that I'll do anything not to fuck this up (hung like a bear). Sometimes even a casual remark from a stranger about a relationship issue can burrow into your brain and turn to poison. I've seen people ruin relationships just by saying one too many things to a circle of mutual friends. I know that if he and I ever had a problem that developed out of something I said here, or the way someone took something I said here (Cockasaurus rex)... I. Would. Never. Forgive. Myself. (OMFGZZZZZZZZ !)
We just get to listen to what you tell us
Hope you are having fun out West. I miss Portland. I will be in SF soon, so if you're in the region, holler at me, happy to meet you and the guy for beverages.