It's that time again!
I always like to update you guys on how life is going, though it might seem a little boring to some of you. I also like doing it because I find it really therapeutic to look back among my blog posts on here and reflect on how I'm progressing!
The past month or so has been super hard for me. I don't know if it's been the crazy weather change in Sydney (it's gone from 30 degrees Celsius days, to 12 degrees Celsius) or if it's been mostly other contributing factors. I think coming home from Japan was a big shock for me, as I realised I really wasn't happy with the routine I had before I left.
My hours at work have been significantly decreased to 3 shifts a week due to the lack of hours they can give out - and I'm struggling big time to even just stay alive with that sort of money! I have found that it's almost impossible to obtain a full time position in my area of work - makeup artistry, which really sucks. I have been feeling like I've put so much time, energy and money (that I'm still currently paying back) to study and pursue makeup artistry, and it's just getting me nowhere. I need a reliable full time job, so that I can finally move out of home and start planning my future but it just seems impossible unless I scrap my passion all together and settle for an unfulfilling job out of necessity.
I think with the stress of money and life itself, it's left me extremely uninspired.
In good news, I have started pole dancing again! This was a big love of mine that I reluctantly let go a couple of years ago. I'm hoping that by adding this into my weekly routine it will provide me with a little more energy!
I'm feeling so overdue for a big girls night with wine and laughs, and getting my giddy self back.
Sorry for the rant guys!
As always thank you for all your kind words and support. This website is a huge 'getaway' from reality from me, and I love speaking to all of you, both models and members!
Thank you as always @missy and @rambo for creating such a safe space for us to be quirky and express ourselves <3
All my love,
Akiramai
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