I'm pretty down, can't go to the SG party tonight, haven't done any work today, friends all going to some awesome show.... It doesn't bother me that much, but I wish my brain could shut off and stop trying to get 100 reasons for every other thought I have. Fucking hell. When I'm awake everything is so philisophical and when I sleep I have crazy vivid dreams. Last night I dreamt I stabbed someone, had a fight, hung from a tree for my life, almost got killed by killer robots and aliens, saw every single person i know, shopped for film, jumped in the ocean, had a rhino in my room.... and thats only 3 hours of sleep. I like it. But sheesh. My brain's going discoball!
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I just felt spacey when I went on mine. The side effects generally go away--at least they did with me. I kind of miss them, though--it used to give me a fluttery stomach, almost kind of like that "I'm in love" feeling. Hope they work out for you.
Surely, being single doesn't mean you can't go out anymore, right? Or do you just not want to?