I'm pretty excited for tonight, Rudimentals are playing in Joburg for the first time again in like 3 or 4 years! So I'm watching them and Desmond and the tutus tonight at a "sencity" party at the bassline.
It's the first time I'll be going out since the incident, so I hope we're safe, but I think all will go well.
The Rudimentals

It's the first time I'll be going out since the incident, so I hope we're safe, but I think all will go well.
The Rudimentals

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There are some things that i wont be able to know whether the medicine is causing, or just that i got dumped. IN the past 3 days all i have eaten has been -1 plum, 1 cup of pecans, afew cheese doodles, sunflower seeds, and half a peach. Waaaay too scared to weigh myself so idk but i assume i will lose weight-most ppl on the drug do
the dude that i was with actually would not let me pose nude, not even for SG or implied, anything. So when i DO feel suicidal i just think of how i can do my shit now, without having to worry. I still feel really guilty even WANTING to pose nude now, but eh, i'm not always gonna look like this, so wth
miss him soooooooo much though =/
i'm glad you're out of that then <3
idk, my ex and i were really different, and he basically told me he's never be able to love me. Wish i could have made him happy. If he'd have just understood the nude thing i probably would have done anything for him, and stayed with him for a long time, had he felt us more compatible, that is