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Lol at the person who messaged me calling me ugly. Do you really think you can break down a confident curvy girl with "ugly" ? Message me and try again sir. My confidence is sorring high and nothing and no one will break that down.

On another sad note- found out my mum might have skin cancer among failing kidneys and liver. She already has lupis- I can't seem to deal knowing shes getting sicker. I am so scared and so worry and me trying to be positive and upbeat for her isn't well cause I can't pretend like people are telling me I should to keep her happy. I love my mum more then anything. She is my best friend. I just seriously hope that she doesn't have cancer and that some doctor will finally be able to help her. This unknown answer of whats wrong with her has been going for 7 years. Someone help for once.

I will be going out with a friend later tonight to enjoy the sun for once. I hope that it will go well- I enjoyed spending time with my friends yesterday dispite Abbotsford being so lame and Seven Oaks is dieing with closing stores and just jet packed with boredum. I wish the dating scene for me was easier. All the girls I am interested live so far away and I don't drive. Maybe it is time to get my lisence. Questions questions- hmmmm. Ponder ponder. I need answers.