Ack. Yesterday wasn't so bad until i got off of work, then it really sucked. Checked my bank account through the ATM, and found out i have even less money than i though i did. The rent check wouldn't go through since i was about 20 bucks short (damn you grocery shopping) and the overdraft fee was 30 bucks.....argh. Called the parents to ask them what i should do. This is the first time i have been this poor and this stupid. They said i could sell them one of my old art pieces.....they would always get to keep it at their house, and they would take it if they moved, but i could still use it for gallery showing or photographing purposes if i need to. I guess selling it to them is better than someone else, it just feels weird. Better than borrowing money though. Blah. 
They will pay me 200 dollars for it. That is much more than i need for rent. So I will make it for rent this month, but it is already late.....next month better not be as suck ass.
I keep wondering when the internet will get shut off. Damn it, the suspense is killing me!!!
I am amusing myself on the internet. Looking up pictures of celebrities i think are hot. The whole idea came into my head due to But I'm A Cheerleader, I really love that movie, and also Natasha Lyonne is incredibly attractive. She isn't usually the "type" i would go for physically, but she is very hot, and also i have read a couple of interviews with her and she seems like a really awesome girl. So here is a picture of the hotness.
See, she is cute, yes?
I am not the type to be all obsessed with celebrities usually, but i was thinking about hot actors and so i decided to put up a PICS folder of my CELEBRITY CRUSHES. Why do movies have to remind me of the hotness i can never have? Le sigh. Le pine. Oh well, i will admire them through the big screen......and how
I love food that would be considered really gross by most people. Do any of you eat really disgusting things? Not as gross as me. OK prepare to be disgusted.......are you ready yet? Ok, here goes.....are you ready?
Sorry i am giddy and rediculous right now, probably to make up for how crappy the rest of the day was. Are you ready to hear of the gross food yet? OK. I had two fried eggs on toast with cooked sweet onions and green peas, with marinara sauce on top that had basil, mushrooms, capers and olives in it.
Are you throwing up yet? I thought it was good.
Now i am eating jam out of the jar with a fork.
It really takes a lot to gross me out. I do get grossed out by some things, but those things are pretty specific. Some of my friends know. Some of them abuse that on occasion. Can you guess? If you guess any of the things that REALLY disgust me correctly than i will.....uh, give you something. I will give you such cybersexings. Alright, that is a lie, but you should guess anyway. I am disgusted by things that are obvious like racism and homophobia, war, extreme violence, etc., but that is not what i am talking about right now. I am talking more about the things that don't really have any logical reason to disgust me but they make me almsot pass out with pure physical and emotional disgust. Some of the things are pretty stupid and rediculous. Guess! What are you disgusted by? Can you even type it out?
I need to go to bed soon...staff meeting tomorrow early (heh, today at this point). Apparently there will be free breakfast and then games afterwards. Makes waking up that early not quite as bad. But i must really go to bed. Sorry i am so rediculous, i react to upset in my life by either turning really sour and silent or really hyper and rediculous, and guess which mood i am in now. I wonder if i can sleep. I sometimes have trouble sleeping when i feel like this. I guess if i do i will have to knock myself out with something, wine or cold medicine, as unhealthy as that is. I can't stand a day at work with less than 5 hours of sleep, and at this point it is already less than six.
Can't afford to take any sick time.....so......OK here I go......
love,
-Leslie
p.s. my journal entries have gottne painfully long lately. It is hard to read long journal entries sometimes, but for some reason i just gush all this shit. What do you prefer, short or long? Shut up sicko, thats not what i'm talking about.
They will pay me 200 dollars for it. That is much more than i need for rent. So I will make it for rent this month, but it is already late.....next month better not be as suck ass.
I keep wondering when the internet will get shut off. Damn it, the suspense is killing me!!!
I am amusing myself on the internet. Looking up pictures of celebrities i think are hot. The whole idea came into my head due to But I'm A Cheerleader, I really love that movie, and also Natasha Lyonne is incredibly attractive. She isn't usually the "type" i would go for physically, but she is very hot, and also i have read a couple of interviews with her and she seems like a really awesome girl. So here is a picture of the hotness.
See, she is cute, yes?
I am not the type to be all obsessed with celebrities usually, but i was thinking about hot actors and so i decided to put up a PICS folder of my CELEBRITY CRUSHES. Why do movies have to remind me of the hotness i can never have? Le sigh. Le pine. Oh well, i will admire them through the big screen......and how
I love food that would be considered really gross by most people. Do any of you eat really disgusting things? Not as gross as me. OK prepare to be disgusted.......are you ready yet? Ok, here goes.....are you ready?
Sorry i am giddy and rediculous right now, probably to make up for how crappy the rest of the day was. Are you ready to hear of the gross food yet? OK. I had two fried eggs on toast with cooked sweet onions and green peas, with marinara sauce on top that had basil, mushrooms, capers and olives in it.
Are you throwing up yet? I thought it was good.
Now i am eating jam out of the jar with a fork.
It really takes a lot to gross me out. I do get grossed out by some things, but those things are pretty specific. Some of my friends know. Some of them abuse that on occasion. Can you guess? If you guess any of the things that REALLY disgust me correctly than i will.....uh, give you something. I will give you such cybersexings. Alright, that is a lie, but you should guess anyway. I am disgusted by things that are obvious like racism and homophobia, war, extreme violence, etc., but that is not what i am talking about right now. I am talking more about the things that don't really have any logical reason to disgust me but they make me almsot pass out with pure physical and emotional disgust. Some of the things are pretty stupid and rediculous. Guess! What are you disgusted by? Can you even type it out?
I need to go to bed soon...staff meeting tomorrow early (heh, today at this point). Apparently there will be free breakfast and then games afterwards. Makes waking up that early not quite as bad. But i must really go to bed. Sorry i am so rediculous, i react to upset in my life by either turning really sour and silent or really hyper and rediculous, and guess which mood i am in now. I wonder if i can sleep. I sometimes have trouble sleeping when i feel like this. I guess if i do i will have to knock myself out with something, wine or cold medicine, as unhealthy as that is. I can't stand a day at work with less than 5 hours of sleep, and at this point it is already less than six.
Can't afford to take any sick time.....so......OK here I go......
love,
-Leslie
p.s. my journal entries have gottne painfully long lately. It is hard to read long journal entries sometimes, but for some reason i just gush all this shit. What do you prefer, short or long? Shut up sicko, thats not what i'm talking about.
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trustpixellust:
where for art thou les?
orchid1:
I'll definitely try to send you exciting postcards!