Ugghhh...me no updatey much lately.
I haven't been feeling that great. I got that cold that was going around....though i thought i had managed to avoid it....suckah! No such luck. This cold is very rapid, which is bizzare, like it started about three days ago in the afternoon as a sore throat, then that evening had moved to wheezy lungs and coughing / sneezing, then yesterday directly to stuffy sinuses and runny nose, and now today on to hacking up green lumps, and now i feel almost better. Though i admire its efficiency i can't say i like the cold that much more....my nose requires chapstick though i tried and it was too tingly.
Also today i am in somewhat of a low emotional state because i didn't get the produce job i was really pushing for....apparently they think i am completely incapable. I know i am not that dumb, i KNOW it!!!! So why do they have to make me feel so bad? There were a couple of reasons that they said.....first that i made a mistake of putting tomatos in the cooler overnight (yeeeeh gaaahds no!) which i will never do again because they told me so right away, but even though i have learned, apparently it is too late. Second, the manager at the north store location doesn't like me so she prevented me from getting the job. She said she didn't want me working at her store, even though the south store produce manager is ok with me. The north store produce manager thinks i am not a hard enough worker, which is pretty much just because A) she was my teacher in highschool and is too intimidated to work with someone so much younger than her who she taught and considers her inferior, B) She has a different working style than me, in other words, i write lists, and she doesn't since she thinks it is a "waste of time," but if it helps me be an efficient worker then what the fuck should that matter?!?!? C) She and do not get along on a personal level, which is not necessarily something that should effect a job. I hate her, she is such a bitch. I am feeling so meannnnn towards her. Little mental images of me stabbing her in the eye-socket are bringing me warm tingly comfort. I wonder why she has been single for so fucking long whilst actively searching out companionship, hmmmm?!?!? Oh yes, perhaps it is because she is such an overbearing nitpicky rediculously unforgiving BITCH. Yes that could be it.
Well, venting feels good. I am going to start writing my resume...again....if there is anything in the world i am bad at, it is writing resumes. They seem so fake to me. But after i type it all up greg will proof read it for me, then i will start putting in apps to new places....though i for some reason don't want to move on, even though i realise this place i work now offers me no movement upwards whatsoever.......
Halloween party on Saturday......costume coming along but only slowly....my friend is going to blow some glass teeth for me! Rawk! I am procrastinating just by being on here, you know. I think if i really put all of my ideas in to it it could take until saturday at least to finish it! Do i have that much dedication? Probably not! We'll see.......i want it to be soooo awesome, but since work has not been very much fun at all for like the past three months or so i have been a little bit....uh....distracted....when it comes to everyday life sorts of things, unfortunately. We'll see! I am making an effort and it is turning out interesting even if it won't be convincing!
Well take care evereebodee, and dreameth ye of lighted grinning pumkin' jack-o-lanterns and the scent of spicey cider on a musty leaves breeze...yarr......
-LeSlie
p.s. i want to respond to eveyone else's journals but i am too tired, sorry loves.
I haven't been feeling that great. I got that cold that was going around....though i thought i had managed to avoid it....suckah! No such luck. This cold is very rapid, which is bizzare, like it started about three days ago in the afternoon as a sore throat, then that evening had moved to wheezy lungs and coughing / sneezing, then yesterday directly to stuffy sinuses and runny nose, and now today on to hacking up green lumps, and now i feel almost better. Though i admire its efficiency i can't say i like the cold that much more....my nose requires chapstick though i tried and it was too tingly.
Also today i am in somewhat of a low emotional state because i didn't get the produce job i was really pushing for....apparently they think i am completely incapable. I know i am not that dumb, i KNOW it!!!! So why do they have to make me feel so bad? There were a couple of reasons that they said.....first that i made a mistake of putting tomatos in the cooler overnight (yeeeeh gaaahds no!) which i will never do again because they told me so right away, but even though i have learned, apparently it is too late. Second, the manager at the north store location doesn't like me so she prevented me from getting the job. She said she didn't want me working at her store, even though the south store produce manager is ok with me. The north store produce manager thinks i am not a hard enough worker, which is pretty much just because A) she was my teacher in highschool and is too intimidated to work with someone so much younger than her who she taught and considers her inferior, B) She has a different working style than me, in other words, i write lists, and she doesn't since she thinks it is a "waste of time," but if it helps me be an efficient worker then what the fuck should that matter?!?!? C) She and do not get along on a personal level, which is not necessarily something that should effect a job. I hate her, she is such a bitch. I am feeling so meannnnn towards her. Little mental images of me stabbing her in the eye-socket are bringing me warm tingly comfort. I wonder why she has been single for so fucking long whilst actively searching out companionship, hmmmm?!?!? Oh yes, perhaps it is because she is such an overbearing nitpicky rediculously unforgiving BITCH. Yes that could be it.
Well, venting feels good. I am going to start writing my resume...again....if there is anything in the world i am bad at, it is writing resumes. They seem so fake to me. But after i type it all up greg will proof read it for me, then i will start putting in apps to new places....though i for some reason don't want to move on, even though i realise this place i work now offers me no movement upwards whatsoever.......
Halloween party on Saturday......costume coming along but only slowly....my friend is going to blow some glass teeth for me! Rawk! I am procrastinating just by being on here, you know. I think if i really put all of my ideas in to it it could take until saturday at least to finish it! Do i have that much dedication? Probably not! We'll see.......i want it to be soooo awesome, but since work has not been very much fun at all for like the past three months or so i have been a little bit....uh....distracted....when it comes to everyday life sorts of things, unfortunately. We'll see! I am making an effort and it is turning out interesting even if it won't be convincing!
Well take care evereebodee, and dreameth ye of lighted grinning pumkin' jack-o-lanterns and the scent of spicey cider on a musty leaves breeze...yarr......
-LeSlie
p.s. i want to respond to eveyone else's journals but i am too tired, sorry loves.
malloreigh:
well, okay, but you have to actually carry the babies, because i'm totally not into the morning sickness. yuck!
grimjack:
Sorry for the job and the cold. Double suck balls, eh? So...what was the costume idea?