akasha823

So, I am going to do a complete 180. I have decided, after a lot of thought, that I am going to stay in California. I had a mini meltdown/ panic attack last week. I realized that if I am freaking out like I was about the move, then it is not the right time for me. So I am going to move to the OC when my lease is up and reevaluate in 6 months or so. If I still want to move then, I will.

Of course mtyfriends here are happy. My friend in DC was the one I was concerned about telling. She understood, but I still feel bad. My folks just want me happy and right now, I think this will make me the happiest.

Hope all is well out there. Hugs!