So, it's Friday night. I am tired as hell. But I didn't want to drive out to my best friend's tonight. I kind of want to be antisocial, but I hate being lonely, so I came to Starbucks. I can still be alone, but around people. Yes, I realize I have issues. I am in a strange phase. I am depressed and anxious because I know that this is a temporary state, but it is taking forever for my moving date to arrive. I just want to be out of here already.
Last night at my best friend's birthday party, everyone was trying to convince me to stay. Her husband asked me what I was running from. I suppose he is right I am running, but I think I need to. I don't want to miss out on the opportunity to do something drastic and new while I can. Does that make sense? Anyway, so I told them the only way I'd stay here is if I met the man of my dreams here. LOL fat chance of that happening in 2 months.
At least I can say HAPPY FUCKING FRIDAY!
Last night at my best friend's birthday party, everyone was trying to convince me to stay. Her husband asked me what I was running from. I suppose he is right I am running, but I think I need to. I don't want to miss out on the opportunity to do something drastic and new while I can. Does that make sense? Anyway, so I told them the only way I'd stay here is if I met the man of my dreams here. LOL fat chance of that happening in 2 months.
At least I can say HAPPY FUCKING FRIDAY!
giggles:
maybe not running from but running to