akasha823

Hey Folks,

So damn, it has been awhile. I had a small health scare. I was having heart palpitations and that kind of freaked me out. Essentially it was discovered that I have two leaky heart valves. Surprisingly, it is not anything to worry about at the moment. I was essentially told that I need to learn how to manage my stress better and should consider finding a new job.

Things have been crazy stressful in my life lately. I am completely miserable in my job and I am so over co-habitating with my brother and his girlfriend. So miserable that I have been letting it build up and fester to the point of near anxiety attacks.

Well, now I am considering going back to school, in Texas no less to get away from some of the stress. I thought I would never ever go back to school once I completed my MBA, but I am still trying to decide what I want to be when I grow up. Sometimes I think I want to teach and that has manifested with a desire to get credentialed. Going to Texas would allow for a much-needed change of scenery for awhile.

When I go to visit the folks for Christmas, I am going to check out a school and determine whether or not I want to teach at a high school or at a higher learning institution.

Who knows?

Other than that, this is all that has been going on with me.

Spiritually, I have not really been feeling all that faith full these days. My glass hasn't been half-empty; it has been completely bone dry. That just may be the depression talking. Time will tell. I am still trying to pray to find a way through the darkness that I feel.

Hope all is well for y'all out there.

Hugs.