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i didnt think i can fuck up this badly.

and whats worse, is that im fucking sick and cant really function.

i just barely have energy to get through school everyday and then crash onto my bed with my meds and tissue box to soothe me.

let spring come and take all this crap away.
i wish cherry blossoms bloomed around here.
that will be...
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juicebox:
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you must be really sick. Feel better.
juicebox:
Yeah, I was dead earlier this week, but for a different reason. Then, I found out that I may be an Italian citizen, which is cool, cause I could go live in Europe for a while.
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stay strong mai
stay strong mai
stay strong
don't let my weakness overtake me.... frown

i need to think about myself more.
like my dancing.

im a disowned child looking for... i have no clue.
but i got my peeps though, who give me hour long lectures when i go on a sketchy path. wink
love you kiss
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huge whirlind of peeps coming in going out of my crib.
lets see whos good enough to keep. wink

so my dance school started this week.
sO fUcking sore eeek frown blackeyed
these peeps dont play
if they ask for a double turn, you bEtter do a pErfect triple and nAil it! wink
sO intense.
sO good for my career love

wow.
im just all busy all the time now.
i...
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illrevue:
stay off the juice, redbull is no good for ya, well neither is smoking, but one thing at a time right wink
illrevue:
speed is definitely not good for you for long stretches. everything is fun in moderation, just dont get caught up in some bullshit habit or addiction.

smile
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one of the most annoying things...
when a man doesnt know when to bAck OFF
mad mad mad whatever mad

some peeps are just off yo.
for real...
its amazing eeek
but extremely annoying when the target is yOu. frown

these psychos need to get it into their heads that it gives me absolutely nO pleasure in being notifyed several times a week about their sorrows of me not responding to them....
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yO
whats good peeps? frown biggrin


i just made a hundred bucks i guess.
he had a ass-slapping fetish. def a dom.
so i let him do his thing.
cheep ass bitch didnt even tip me!
where the fuck is my next customer at??!!! blackeyed kiss

so i just moved to harlem.
peeps say its not a very safe neighborhood.
you know... dealers everywhere 24/7 and shit.
and i...
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article10:
damn. that's all I can say. damn.
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just moved into my new place.

no electricty yet so im dying from the heat and i can't charge anything.

a.k.a. my computer is about to die.
and i just figured out i have internet access here...

oh wellz... miao!!
artrob:
congratulations...

when you get some power and a cat it will be purrfect! smile
smo_king_one:
congrats and due to the name change i thought you vanished,glad to hear all is well stay up player wink
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yo.

sorry folks.

i need to change my name coz im paranoid that somebody i know will find me...

so heres my current stage name.

MAI

means dance in japanese.

so fUcking tired.
have another lOng night ahead of me,
coz its a friday and men go out drinking and get horny... kiss

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article10:
aww, flowers. that's nice.
artrob:
yo...my mom keeps asking about you every now and then...

she's like..."you know...you should be careful of people on the internet...they could say that they are something and be another..." then she says..."i like akane though, she's nice..."

she wonders how your doing too...so do i.

mom...i try to tell her what SG is all about...friends, community, etc...except for the nudity part...lol...i think she is starting to get it...


anywho...i guess you have a fan...

miao!!

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just worked a 4 hour shift.
i think i earned around 70 bucks or something...
its all good.
thats something.

no matter how many times i move, i have one home in cities anywhere.
the red light district or the equivilant...

the peeps there have always given me shelter, food, care, and all that other stuff i need to live. wink

ive been working in the...
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juicebox:
The crazy house behind Smith. Clich, I know.

I know you can take care of yourself, but dark alleyways? I'd be pretty upset if you stopped posting wink
jhoneilmc:
hey you actually have pictures now!! smile
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i was running around abondoned houses.

running for shelter.

running from public safety coz they wanted to bust my ass so badly.

then met up with my friend and his girl. we were exploring our new premises. a new abondoned building to conquer.

then we notice his girl has been out of sight for a long period of time.... so we get worried and start...
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illrevue:
dude, didnt you read the sign? dont take the brown acid!

wink
artrob:
surreal

wow...i may need a minute for that one... wink


i have felt like i am comming down from a mushroom or acid trip for three days...especially today...might be my alergies kicking in...or the the happy pills my friend gave me...i only took one!!

sigh...maybe i need to halucinate soon... eeek biggrin shocked
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yesterday:
showed up to morning chanting session 50 mins late.
hey.
it was from 7am in manhattan and im in brooklyn right now.
and i was gonna take the B
but after three Qs past, i decided the B wasnt running whatever

had brunch with my big sis.
went to another buddhist meeting.
was fun.
grEat house. loved the yellow, orange, white, green walls love

went browsing...
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lucylynne:
Hehe. I dont think you are ever too short to be a model. If you are photogenic youve got a shot. Check out Apnea. She is very successful and beautiful but I believe she is only 5'2''!
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fUck.
i think i have a cavity.
fUCk fUck fUCk.
i don't have dental insurance.... ARRR!!!

im hungry but i dont want to step outside of this comfy room.
deserted my initial plan for the evening, which was to go out to manhattan and do some errands. but its raining now and i only have short skirts and a sandal to wear so thats out.

instead,...
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artrob:
nevermind
juicebox:
yeah, masturbation's fun. you could give me a call sometime, if you still have my number. Now it's local. wink
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homesick... frown

i can't believe i miss noho, MA after being miserable in it for fOur years...

im somewhere in brooklyn for now.
my new lease will hopefully start on the 15th...

kinda dazed.
seriously broke.
def homesick.
but the ironic thing is that i will never have a real home coz of the nature of my family and perhaps my karma.

the mystic law has...
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juicebox:
NoHo's gonna be boring without Akane... kiss