akamoon

i feel some self destruction taking over....

And I'm afraid to sleep because of what haunts me
Such as living with the uncertainties
They'll never find the words to say
Which would completely explain
Just how I'm breaking down

Someone come and, Someone come and save my life
Maybe I'll sleep when I am dead
But now it's like the night is taking up sides...
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Happy New Year's SG! I was supposed to be locked up for 15 days, starting New Years Eve, but instead I was sent home and was told to call the jail every monday to see if there is room for me even though there was room. I guess the county is out of money and can't afford to have inmates. I requested 2 weeks off...
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Twas the night before Christmas...and I'm finally in the holiday spirit. Wrapping the childrens' presents last night definately made it hit home. I'm beginning to let the past be the past and I have my own family now to make better memories and traditions. I have to work all weekend which sucks but the family is as healthy as I could ask for and the...
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My eggs over-easy, toast, potatoes and frosty Monster Java was pretty fucking good but how about the rest of SG world. is it possible to be in a quarter-life crisis? I've been on this roller coaster of emotions lately and the damn ride wont stop, unfortunately there is no eject button either so I have to stay on until some realization comes into my mind....
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i want sunshine and 3 days off. is that too much to ask

so it's my first time and i guess about time to post a blog on here. lets begin with how much i miss sleep. i work midnights taking care of people's moms and dads and grandparents. I do get a sense of worthiness in my life because I'm helping others. However, Im going to school as well and sometimes I just can't find the time...
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