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Finally, E and I are left alone. This weekend had been great! I got so much done and had much fun. I am totally looking forward to the upcoming long weekend. I too went shopping and got made fun of a little by my own mother, "um you're shopping for sheets and body products...are you okay?", "you also bought a suit a few months ago....."....
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I am feeling a little less overwhelmed today, my house is getting together as per spec'd by myself. I will have some imput that is greatly appreciated and look forward to that.

I hope to have a short day of work Wednesday, I will have off Thursady, hopefully Friday and the weekend of course. I need these days for myself. Precious.


Today is mellow...I am...
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Well another week of work pays the bills. I float. This is my 10th week at my new job, full time plus time and a half overtime. For the past ten years I had been self employed. I had always joked that my tattoos would keep me from working more than necessary. If I did not like the people I work with I would have...
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Thinking horrible thoughts is not productive, this is where I am today. I am overwhelmed. Everything is hitting me hard. I am going to try to go out tonight. My plan is to return home as soon as I get there. Odd plan. Socially inept is the phrase.

I have been listening to the new converge album 'no heroe' by far my best... grim heart/ black rose is the best track off the album timing in at 9:34 Sorry cant fit in and email. Other from that last night ended on a good note, it is nice to work feelings out. Dont hold back, live free live strong.

Happy Birthday to my love...I am well with you. Let us grow and flourish hand in hand.

oct 31 2006: E's Birthday! I wish I was heading to the airport. Instead I am heading to work. Happy Birthday my naughty little girl! Happy Birthday!

Sunday is winding down, what a whirlwind of emotions, drama just plain out stupidness the week has been.

LOVE AND REVOLUTION!

10:53am Fucking hell I just noticed my ex broke into my place or got key somehow yesterday. Fuck, I am changing locks today. I feel violated. *thrashes about wildly* FUCK!

10:37am Fuck! today is ours! No one will take that away!

17:32 Waiting for E to return from work. Stalking on SG. Updating my profile. Cleaning.

This weekend, well also the first half of the week was rough. E and I are great, I love her, the understanding, the relationship, the fact that things are progressing without bias and we are taking personal time to ensure that we will be able to offer all that we've got to offer each other. The hardest (no pun intended, okay pun intended) is that...
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