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I have been listening to the new converge album 'no heroe' by far my best... grim heart/ black rose is the best track off the album timing in at 9:34 Sorry cant fit in and email. Other from that last night ended on a good note, it is nice to work feelings out. Dont hold back, live free live strong.

Happy Birthday to my love...I am well with you. Let us grow and flourish hand in hand.

oct 31 2006: E's Birthday! I wish I was heading to the airport. Instead I am heading to work. Happy Birthday my naughty little girl! Happy Birthday!

Sunday is winding down, what a whirlwind of emotions, drama just plain out stupidness the week has been.

LOVE AND REVOLUTION!

10:53am Fucking hell I just noticed my ex broke into my place or got key somehow yesterday. Fuck, I am changing locks today. I feel violated. *thrashes about wildly* FUCK!

10:37am Fuck! today is ours! No one will take that away!

17:32 Waiting for E to return from work. Stalking on SG. Updating my profile. Cleaning.

This weekend, well also the first half of the week was rough. E and I are great, I love her, the understanding, the relationship, the fact that things are progressing without bias and we are taking personal time to ensure that we will be able to offer all that we've got to offer each other. The hardest (no pun intended, okay pun intended) is that...
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Stretching across the Nazca plains, like a giant map or blueprint left by ancient astronauts, lie the famous Nazca Lines of Peru.

The Nazca Lines are an enigma. No one know who had built them or indeed why. Since their discovery, the Nazca Lines have inspired fantastic explanations from ancient gods, a landing strip for returning aliens, a celestial calendar, used for rituals probably related...
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I am clearing out of my life today, S promised to have done that before she left on tour, just another empty promise, it hurts but it will make me stronger. It will allow E and I to further our relationship. I realize E is concerned about the past six years, it was a long time... I digress... nevermore. This is my choice and I...
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Post Re: Post Tuesday 4:15am
I got out of bed this morning post being devilishly deviant, cumming four times with you in mind. I want to let go with you sexually, emotionally, physcically and intellectually. In the past I have sub-prioritized my desires, self concluding their unimportance. Nevermore. I want this all to be with you. I finally feel the understanding and compassion that I...
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The cute and the ill.
How cute can one be while ill?
Is there a fetish for the ill?
I hope I ease some of the discomfort.

if only wild horses could drag me to seattle...the horses ended up being magic unicorns that safely escorted me to the arms of my love...I have never been like this. Geting all serious this is perfect, I am happy, excited, sexual, content and have fallen so hard for you.

I'll write later...time to write.
Seattte...2886miles...Jersey city...has never been closer.
I've woken numerous times thinking she was there.
Just this last time I had a faint smell of apples.
How to explain?
We are wired, the is a stitch in time, we are connected, there is worm hole between us.
Soon, no now...