Ok so its just before memeorial day weekend, and for me, I had my celebration already - my last weekend was phenomenal!
I was spectator (yum!) to the lovely calamity shooting a new set and then the ever gorgeous siren shooting a set in my office... sigh... now if only I had nekkid girls int he office everyday.... the incredibly talented tmronin did the photography,...
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I was spectator (yum!) to the lovely calamity shooting a new set and then the ever gorgeous siren shooting a set in my office... sigh... now if only I had nekkid girls int he office everyday.... the incredibly talented tmronin did the photography,...
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trills:
Hiding? Hope you're well.
clover:
walking into your office will never be the same
2 months down - 2 to go. The poison is working, I can feel the bad cells dying, and that's not a bad thing really. Some days just no energy to go on working and doing my day to day routine, some days are better though. Now all I want is sleep and my vegemite to enjoy.
A special thanks to my newest helpers: the...
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A special thanks to my newest helpers: the...
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sash:
I love zombies!!!
xo
xo
sharona1881:
im so glad youre halfway through! *HUGS*
next time i need to actually get off the train and say hullo to ya
next time i need to actually get off the train and say hullo to ya
Last hormone treatment was Monday past - so I can actually grow again! W00T
chemo might only be four months long too! and my new anti nausea meds don't make me want to vomit!
yeah...I' feeling all right giggity giggity... my sexy bald head is waiting on some loving...
casino royale - love it or hate it?
chemo might only be four months long too! and my new anti nausea meds don't make me want to vomit!
yeah...I' feeling all right giggity giggity... my sexy bald head is waiting on some loving...
casino royale - love it or hate it?
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osmose:
Love it!
Peace + Protection
Peace + Protection
caia:
I'm portuguese so of course i speak portuguese
ok chemo sucks. completely. All I want to do is puke and sleep. Sex? hah. Even video games are taking a back seat. Although I might get away with four months of this shit. Ok enough bitching. I am alive, and fighting. Always.
Many thanks to some beautiful SG who have done some work for me... jessikaa also known as calamity and the lovely reagan...
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Many thanks to some beautiful SG who have done some work for me... jessikaa also known as calamity and the lovely reagan...
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jessikaaaa:
wet dry vac?? oh no, did the basement flood again?! 
gads, how awful, along with everything else.
i'm so sorry mister. you are hanging in there so well. i know it sucks, but it will be worth it not to have super glowing balls on the radioactive tests and yanno, no cancer in your torso, eh? 
miss you guys. i am in the midst of finals hell.
gads, how awful, along with everything else.
i'm so sorry mister.
you are hanging in there so well. i know it sucks, but it will be worth it not to have super glowing balls on the radioactive tests and yanno, no cancer in your torso, eh?
miss you guys. i am in the midst of finals hell.
Ok week in review...
still healing from pancreas surgery... so my oncologist says on Monday - hey you have to get a mediport installed... don't worry minor surgery...EEEEKKKK more surgery... so I go back to the OR... and they're like so have any surgery, and I'm like here... check this scar out... needless to say, I look like a convict in a knife fight.
Ok...
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still healing from pancreas surgery... so my oncologist says on Monday - hey you have to get a mediport installed... don't worry minor surgery...EEEEKKKK more surgery... so I go back to the OR... and they're like so have any surgery, and I'm like here... check this scar out... needless to say, I look like a convict in a knife fight.
Ok...
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rush:
I like games where I can use my precise button-mashing technique. Unfortunately the games they play aren't exactly well suited for my drunken master style :-(
rush:
ooo sounds good, now the feat will be actually being off work at the same time :-(
I'm back. Minus 20 lbs and some organs. They say the surgery went well, that it didn't spread, but recovery has been painful beyond compare. Chemo starts next week, so at least I get to rest one more week... I started hormone therapy to help kill the cancer cells too...
A very special thank you too everyone who supported me and was there in spirit...
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A very special thank you too everyone who supported me and was there in spirit...
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madscience:
An open marriage?? Haha, I live in a conservative middle state, and they are in their late 50's or so, living in a small town in this middle state. The likelihood of them having an open marriage is quite small!
vim:
my thoughts and prayers are with you dude.
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So getting ready for the surgery... goodbye spleen, gall bladder and half my pancreas... I hardly knew ye...
Thank you all so very much for the well wishes... with your love and support, no doubt that I will get this cancer out and be done with chemo in no time!
Now off I go to the land of liquid durg induced dreams... Happy Valentine's Day....
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Thank you all so very much for the well wishes... with your love and support, no doubt that I will get this cancer out and be done with chemo in no time!
Now off I go to the land of liquid durg induced dreams... Happy Valentine's Day....
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addie:
i will take some time off then and come up sometime and visit you guys maybe get steve up and do a set bc i need to do that soon lol....
turbulence:
Thanks. Great to hear from you! Thought about you...
Stay strong - some difficult road is still ahead!
Stay strong - some difficult road is still ahead!
Valentine's day... otherwise known as my bloody valentine's... surgery is on that day! I will lose 1/3 pancreas, spleen, some lymphs, and gall bladder. They will also check my liver cysts...mmmm tasty.
If you want to visit - message me and I will give you deets... in for 5-10 days. Could use some company... especially female. Just for when vegemite's not around! LOL
If you want to visit - message me and I will give you deets... in for 5-10 days. Could use some company... especially female. Just for when vegemite's not around! LOL
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aaronsrod:
I went back and had a look at your previous entry and I see that your battle is with the evil Spanish dancer.
You look like a fighter so I am sure you will kick her arse, anyway I will say a prayer for you mate on valentines day and send some positive energy your way and I mean prayer not from a religious point of view as in asking a god for a favour but from a meta-physical view point. I believe fully in the power of the human brain and it's energy, I also feel that we as humans can harness that energy and focus it in a very real and tangible way and use it either positively or negatively, I mean who has not felt the positive buzz or vibe of a large happy crowd either at a sports game or concert and come away feeling charged, well I believe there is more too that then just a warm fuzzy, there is real power there. Seek it out and surround yourself with that power, have it focused on you. In fact we will throw parties for all sorts of reasons all so we can feel good about ourselves, so why not get your mates together and have a healing party, you know like get a bunch of your best mates in a room all having a great time and focusing there energy on getting you well, at the very least you will have a great time and you never know it may just..........
You look like a fighter so I am sure you will kick her arse, anyway I will say a prayer for you mate on valentines day and send some positive energy your way and I mean prayer not from a religious point of view as in asking a god for a favour but from a meta-physical view point. I believe fully in the power of the human brain and it's energy, I also feel that we as humans can harness that energy and focus it in a very real and tangible way and use it either positively or negatively, I mean who has not felt the positive buzz or vibe of a large happy crowd either at a sports game or concert and come away feeling charged, well I believe there is more too that then just a warm fuzzy, there is real power there. Seek it out and surround yourself with that power, have it focused on you. In fact we will throw parties for all sorts of reasons all so we can feel good about ourselves, so why not get your mates together and have a healing party, you know like get a bunch of your best mates in a room all having a great time and focusing there energy on getting you well, at the very least you will have a great time and you never know it may just..........
cheers
phoenixashes:
All the luck in the world tomorrow man 
Cancer - you suck. Really.
mmm'kay I will kick your ass. If for no other reason, then because I promised vegemite. And I have an arm wrestle to win.
Surgery any day now - see oncologist tomomrrow, meet surgeon tuesday, and endo tuesday too.
much love to all.
mmm'kay I will kick your ass. If for no other reason, then because I promised vegemite. And I have an arm wrestle to win.
Surgery any day now - see oncologist tomomrrow, meet surgeon tuesday, and endo tuesday too.
much love to all.
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chomper:
Hi hun I just read your good news on your lovley wifes blog I am really happy for you both and i hope your treatment continues to be successful You take care
spinhouse247:
Judging by your character (one thing I'm great at) you have it beat already. You will curb this cancer like a racist committing a hate crime. I'm minutes away, so if you need anything please let me know. I may have my own issues but I take care of the people I care about before me because karma is a bitch. Cell it up bro: 203.554.9704
Let's see... 1 CT scan, 2 endoscopies (one with needle biopsy), 1 colonscopy, 1 MRI, and a tumor later, I have what they think is MEN I. Multiple Endocrine Neoplasia. Blah. Doctor was very funny... hey doc is it malignant (because Panceas Cancer has a sub 1% survival rate) well AK, it is either malignant or pre-malignant. Great.
Ok so maybe calling myself the devil...
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Ok so maybe calling myself the devil...
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saya:
I'm sending you thoughts/good vibes/positive energy... whatever you want to call it.
kiss_kiss_luxury:
im sorry!
i wish you the best!
if you need anything let me know, you always helped me out!
im sorry!
i wish you the best!
if you need anything let me know, you always helped me out!