why is it that a word spoken three times seems to have much more significance than when it is spoken twice or even four times?
love. love. love.
of course dramatic pause always helps. and i am sure there are linguists and numerologists who can explain it better than i.
nobody. nobody. nobody.
autumn is approaching. my favorite time of year.
it seems so mystical, like death. my mother died on november 13, 1999. i guess i've been in mourning all this time because i sure have fucked up my life in the last few years. i don't know i think i'm just at that age where i have to really re-examine my life. i think this fall is going to be one of the most trying times in my life. i have to get over all this loss. (my grandmother my father passed away in 2001 too)
lost. lost. lost.
i'm getting bored with drinking. i'm getting bored with everything. i hope the leaves start falling soon.
love. love. love.
of course dramatic pause always helps. and i am sure there are linguists and numerologists who can explain it better than i.
nobody. nobody. nobody.
autumn is approaching. my favorite time of year.
it seems so mystical, like death. my mother died on november 13, 1999. i guess i've been in mourning all this time because i sure have fucked up my life in the last few years. i don't know i think i'm just at that age where i have to really re-examine my life. i think this fall is going to be one of the most trying times in my life. i have to get over all this loss. (my grandmother my father passed away in 2001 too)
lost. lost. lost.
i'm getting bored with drinking. i'm getting bored with everything. i hope the leaves start falling soon.
i would be lost forever if my mother died, yet i know it's inevitable. she has a horrible, incurable neurological disease (no, it's not alzheimer's or parkinson's). it also involves dementia, personality changes, aggression- so in many ways my mommy will die long before her body does.
it kills me. my mom is the sweetest person in the whole world.