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So I don't sleep much and this is what happends when I can't sleep and the pic is what I look like after the long nights. Quite ugly :/ ha.

Sleepless nights galore. My heart is asking for more. Asking for more than she currently gives. Something hard to describe with any adjectives. I'm laying here 4 o'clock in the morning. To this keypad my mind is pouring. My eyes in pain raw and red. Mostly caused by todays dread. She lays sleeping worry free. As I lay asking why not me? Is trust not found within her heart? To let me lead her to a new start. She is far from over her last. Hopefully soon she'll realise that's the past. If she does I will prove her wrong. I will show her love and keep her strong. Love isn't something she should dismiss. It should be felt with each and every kiss. I know she doesn't think she will ever love like she did again. Time heals all baby so please keep up your beautiful chin..

I've lost my mind,
Sir what's the time?
Shouldn't I be asleep?
I can't stop writing,
And i've been painting;
I've forgotten to go count my sheep.
Excuse me midnight,
Are you always so bright?
I need to shield my eyes fathomed of dreaming,
But sleep is quite deceiving;
I can't seem to put out these lights.
Thoughts transfixed,
It's half passed six
I don't want to drop this pen
I'll write it in tune,
And sing to the moon
As insomnia strikes again.