Well yeah....
I dont know how I'm feeling at the moment.... kinda sick actually.
Kinda good because i good friend of mine got hold of me last night. Kinda sick because i realsied how much that girl i met in canada has affected me. She left a comment on my myspace picture and just thinking of her made me feel rather ill... Damn I thought it was little more than a holiday romance and im having difficulty sleaping again. I think its because im having a shitty time at the mo and i had a great time with her, thats probably all it is. I have next to no friends in this town. I kinda burnt my bridges here a long time ago. Money problems are really getting to me, and i havent had a decent night out since well Canada. I need to be working full time asap for both the money and to take my mind off things
Well I've got me an interview tomorrow in Brighton so at least i will see some mates after that tomorrow, though i will be prancing around in my suit and tie. But the job will be in Crawley aaaarrgghhh!! Not my fav town in england but hey as i need to work so hey musnt grumble.
I want to paint!!! I NEED TO BE CREATING AGAIN!!!!! I should be in canada.!!! I MUST BE HAPPY!!!!!!!
OK wooo i feel bette rafter yet another rant. these things are coming far to common nowadays. Wish me luck.
I dont know how I'm feeling at the moment.... kinda sick actually.
Kinda good because i good friend of mine got hold of me last night. Kinda sick because i realsied how much that girl i met in canada has affected me. She left a comment on my myspace picture and just thinking of her made me feel rather ill... Damn I thought it was little more than a holiday romance and im having difficulty sleaping again. I think its because im having a shitty time at the mo and i had a great time with her, thats probably all it is. I have next to no friends in this town. I kinda burnt my bridges here a long time ago. Money problems are really getting to me, and i havent had a decent night out since well Canada. I need to be working full time asap for both the money and to take my mind off things
Well I've got me an interview tomorrow in Brighton so at least i will see some mates after that tomorrow, though i will be prancing around in my suit and tie. But the job will be in Crawley aaaarrgghhh!! Not my fav town in england but hey as i need to work so hey musnt grumble.
I want to paint!!! I NEED TO BE CREATING AGAIN!!!!! I should be in canada.!!! I MUST BE HAPPY!!!!!!!
OK wooo i feel bette rafter yet another rant. these things are coming far to common nowadays. Wish me luck.
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I really wish I was headed to England again when I do Europe this year. Want to run off to Prague for a few days? Ha, you know you do 