ajilee

I feel like some of my thunder is being stolen by friends. They don't know they're doing it and it's not really their fault, but fucking fuck.

I was supposed to be getting married. I was the first one out of all of my friends and it was such a great thing....our wedding had to be postponed and now all of a sudden multiple friends of mine are getting married out of nowhere. I'm happy for them, no doubt, but goddamnit, I feel like my thunder is gone.

How should I deal with this? It really has got me down lately. I wanted to be the first one, greedy as it sounds.