OKay, so, I finally got the computer hooked up and back online. Fucking yeah, I moved out. She wanted me gone and now we have both gone our seperate ways. Ackkkk, Seperate Ways..isn't that a fucking Journey song? ....shhhh Journey, guilty fucking pleasure.
Anyway I've been apartment hunting in downtown Lancaster for a place. My friend and co-worker Matt is telling me I can hang out here for as long as I want but I really eventually need my own spot you know?
I was going to try out for this Metal band but the guitar player forgot I was supposed to Audition that day and didn't show so the audition was called off.
I still think about the ex sometimes. Her and I were going on six years. Actually what I really think about is catching her with some guy so I could get some things out by stomping him in the fucking ground.
I've just been going to AA meetings during the day, going to work and drinking at night. It turns out that I have what is called a, and I probably won't spell this right, a Narcassictic Disorder. Well the ex did tell me I am majorly self absorbed. I guess she was right.
Yeah, I think I'm going to lay off chicks for a nice LONG while. I'm considering never getting into a long term relationship again. I can't handle this bullshit again. I'm really not even looking to get laid. I'm just digging on hanging out with my friends and working shitloads of hours since I no longer have to worry about spending time with anyone but myself. Yeah, singleness has some great fucking percs man, no one to answer to.
Its been a long time but I think I can learn to love this. Anyway, L8er all.....AJ
Anyway I've been apartment hunting in downtown Lancaster for a place. My friend and co-worker Matt is telling me I can hang out here for as long as I want but I really eventually need my own spot you know?
I was going to try out for this Metal band but the guitar player forgot I was supposed to Audition that day and didn't show so the audition was called off.
I still think about the ex sometimes. Her and I were going on six years. Actually what I really think about is catching her with some guy so I could get some things out by stomping him in the fucking ground.
I've just been going to AA meetings during the day, going to work and drinking at night. It turns out that I have what is called a, and I probably won't spell this right, a Narcassictic Disorder. Well the ex did tell me I am majorly self absorbed. I guess she was right.
Yeah, I think I'm going to lay off chicks for a nice LONG while. I'm considering never getting into a long term relationship again. I can't handle this bullshit again. I'm really not even looking to get laid. I'm just digging on hanging out with my friends and working shitloads of hours since I no longer have to worry about spending time with anyone but myself. Yeah, singleness has some great fucking percs man, no one to answer to.
Its been a long time but I think I can learn to love this. Anyway, L8er all.....AJ
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(ok, maybe only kidding a little bit)