Well cause of auto update im still here. Go figure. I have missed people here. As crappy as my life seems sometimes at least it feels like ppl here at least care, or are just really good at faking it lol >.> As far as my life, well im in pretty intense nursing skool training. Im loving most of it. Its really hard but its the first time i kinda feel like i at least kinda belong. I made some good friends, which i havent spent time w/ friends since my best friend died 3 years ago. I feel akward a lot of time, cause well i guess i just dunno how to act w/ a group of friends nemore...Yeah how lame is that hehehe.
I guess im mostly here cause my g/f and i are having major trouble, and i dont know where else to go. I think its pretty much over, which sux cause im afraid im gonna lose my best friend. Im kinda a wreck atm and i just dont know wot to do. I always came here before to write out my thots, kinda verbalize wot the crazy brain of mine is mulling over. Meh idk. If ne1 reads this its kewl iff not w/e. I missed every1 i used to talk to here, i might try to bounce comments on ur blogs if i get a chance. I hope every is doing well.
Heres a song i found on accident its "Since October" the song is In this Moment.
ttyl
Ryuu
I guess im mostly here cause my g/f and i are having major trouble, and i dont know where else to go. I think its pretty much over, which sux cause im afraid im gonna lose my best friend. Im kinda a wreck atm and i just dont know wot to do. I always came here before to write out my thots, kinda verbalize wot the crazy brain of mine is mulling over. Meh idk. If ne1 reads this its kewl iff not w/e. I missed every1 i used to talk to here, i might try to bounce comments on ur blogs if i get a chance. I hope every is doing well.
Heres a song i found on accident its "Since October" the song is In this Moment.
ttyl
Ryuu