Hey kats in kittens =^.^=
Well... Im back, if ne1 will notice or not idk hehehe. Not a big deal if people dont. I've had a lot of time to think about myself, and im kinda coming to "grips" w/ myself and where i want to be (i'll get to that in a minute =P). I missed SG, and i guess i didnt realize how much until im back now. There are very few places in my life where i feel comfortable w/ myself. Where i can be me w/o judgement, and have a sense of belonging. I know im sooooooo completely lame hehehe. Here is one of the only places i feel ok w/ myself and who i am. Seems like everywhere else in my life i dont quite fit wot the ideal is for people. So its good to be back among folks who see me as weird cause im weird, and not just cause im different lols.
Hmmm...My life the past couple months. Welli been really busy w/ my job. Im workin 7 days a week at the moment >.<. Thankfully thats changing here in the next couple weeks. I havent left the house other to go to work and back this entire time T.T So im like way out of the loop, and in the need for a good time hehehe. So ill update my lame hair and get my self all purttied up b4 i post a new pic lmao (thinkin of dying it red. RED red, but not like a bright red [if that makes sense] w/ some black highlights. If u care
) Lost a lil weight since my last pics too go figure. Weird, havent been here in 2-3 months and ud think id have a lot to say -sigh-. I just havent done nething lately. Sry im pretty boring i know hehehe
So. Kinda wot i was saying before; for w/e strange reason i found some focus in my life. Could be a mixture of things. My crappy job, living at home again, my family, or my lack of friends lmao. But im tired of the rut im in. I've kinda got a place to hang my hat in oregon. Tilamook to be precise. Near the coast, semi-near Portland. Its kinda a small town, which does suck, but its a fresh start. Theres a skool there I think im gonna start attending hopefully in the fall; and get a degree and stop being such a loser lol.
Hmmm guess thats it. Like always ill add some music to my blog (im weird i know) Life is expressed by music so heres some tuneage for yas enjoy.
This here is The Birthday Massacre w/ the song Blue
Its not my fav song of theirs, but the video is freakin kool ^.^
Schoolyard Heroes w/ Dude Wheres My Skin
Love this song n love their sound.
Paramore Crushcrushcrush
Ok i had to add Hayley simply cause i adore her.
Well thats wot i got sry if u think my music sux =P. Tnx for reading n its great to be back ^.^
Ryuu
ps sorry if i use weird slang or emotes, habbit lols.
Well... Im back, if ne1 will notice or not idk hehehe. Not a big deal if people dont. I've had a lot of time to think about myself, and im kinda coming to "grips" w/ myself and where i want to be (i'll get to that in a minute =P). I missed SG, and i guess i didnt realize how much until im back now. There are very few places in my life where i feel comfortable w/ myself. Where i can be me w/o judgement, and have a sense of belonging. I know im sooooooo completely lame hehehe. Here is one of the only places i feel ok w/ myself and who i am. Seems like everywhere else in my life i dont quite fit wot the ideal is for people. So its good to be back among folks who see me as weird cause im weird, and not just cause im different lols.
Hmmm...My life the past couple months. Welli been really busy w/ my job. Im workin 7 days a week at the moment >.<. Thankfully thats changing here in the next couple weeks. I havent left the house other to go to work and back this entire time T.T So im like way out of the loop, and in the need for a good time hehehe. So ill update my lame hair and get my self all purttied up b4 i post a new pic lmao (thinkin of dying it red. RED red, but not like a bright red [if that makes sense] w/ some black highlights. If u care
) Lost a lil weight since my last pics too go figure. Weird, havent been here in 2-3 months and ud think id have a lot to say -sigh-. I just havent done nething lately. Sry im pretty boring i know heheheSo. Kinda wot i was saying before; for w/e strange reason i found some focus in my life. Could be a mixture of things. My crappy job, living at home again, my family, or my lack of friends lmao. But im tired of the rut im in. I've kinda got a place to hang my hat in oregon. Tilamook to be precise. Near the coast, semi-near Portland. Its kinda a small town, which does suck, but its a fresh start. Theres a skool there I think im gonna start attending hopefully in the fall; and get a degree and stop being such a loser lol.
Hmmm guess thats it. Like always ill add some music to my blog (im weird i know) Life is expressed by music so heres some tuneage for yas enjoy.
This here is The Birthday Massacre w/ the song Blue
Its not my fav song of theirs, but the video is freakin kool ^.^
Schoolyard Heroes w/ Dude Wheres My Skin
Love this song n love their sound.
Paramore Crushcrushcrush
Ok i had to add Hayley simply cause i adore her.
Well thats wot i got sry if u think my music sux =P. Tnx for reading n its great to be back ^.^
Ryuu
ps sorry if i use weird slang or emotes, habbit lols.
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I hope I find my phone soon too.