What motivates me? Just throwing that out there, because I dont know the answer. I moved to Columbus for a relationship that now doesnt exist. Ive been in the past accused of never finishing what I start... always making an initial ridiculous effort and then completely crashing straight to the fucking ground. Highschool was like that, the sports I played were like that, the marines were like that, and now life in general (to include school). Torn between a million directions, I dont think I'll ever defeat myself. Fucking sucks, I have to keep going up and see if theres a way out. 
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youre greatest enemy will always be yourself. id like to tell you a way to fix things or good advice, but no one knows you better you. a time will come when youll find your place in the world like she says above... hopefully sooner better then later.....
thanks