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So what are you going to do instead? I'd tell you to stay in college, but then I'm struggling so hard to see the point at the moment (and I'm in my final year) and really you just have to do what you want or there's no point in it cos you won't concentrate or do well if you don't want to be there.

I wish more people in the States took gap years (between high school and college) because my gods I needed mine so badly. If I'd gone straight to uni I wouldn't still be here, I'd be on the dole somewhere.

And like others have said, if you want to you can always go back. My mum did, and she had two kids. She's my hero for that.

Good luck! I'm rooting for ya!

Ah, sounds cool! I wish you all the best in that, keep us updated k?

I wish I could give you the answer. I have the same problem with a friend of mine. I love him to death, but he puts me through shit sometimes. I have told myself so many times to just leave him alone but I can't. I know that frinds are there to give you advice, but sometimes doing what you feel is the best thing to do. Yes people can change, and it's a good thing that he has. Just think of the reasons you stayed around, and try not to regret.

Ummmm wow.... that's a challenge....

I assume you've talked about it? 'cause the catharsis of that usually is a big help for me getting over things....

May do the whol write it down on a slip of paper and throw it in a fire?

I dunno... you've got a challenge there! good luck!

See I do not think any girl needs to do that to kick start any career except... well... being naked.

I have just known a lot of these types of girls. Being underground is a trend and personally I have never found the super model types attractive. Plus if you think about it most kids go to some type of not mainstream scene in high school out of insecurities or rejection. It is just another trend. These dress codes are just a form of vanity.

I am not so sure the majority of these girls have depth. Of course I am not so sure the majority of people have depth.

I am not trying to be mean in my answers to you, I am just being honest and I lack tact in a lot of areas. Most peoples depth only seems to extend to what you can do for them.

looking so good with your marine!!

hey there. Glad to have you back, thought you might have quit the site...
So I havent been up to much, lots of guard. I am ready to get back to germany and do something, I have some bad cabin fever goin on here.

Its cool the shoot went well, youre on your way to being a high paid model, Im sure. Or at least have a lot of fun tryin to get there.

OOoooo a photoshoot eh? awesome!

Subbscription runs out on the 7th eh? that's too bad!

does that mean we won't get to see photos of your trip out to cali?

Yay November is cool. We get fireworks and bonfires here, that's a good reason to like any month

And can't believe you're off in a week. That's amazing! Oh to be that close to seeing Syrrys... jealous! But hope you have the best time anyway.

As for subscription being up on the 7th, that sucks! Get another one? Please?

ok,well now you have to tell me about these experiences!! Ive never had any and always try to put myself in situations where odd things have been known to happen. but nothing yet. so id love to hear about yours

Glad to hear you & zack are doin' good!

MMmmmm intravenous valium is teh shit!!!

I here by resort to my standard response to almost everything:

"Guys are dumb."

however I would also like to point out that the quickest way to resolve this (since as I see it the real issue is that he's talking to girls/people who you don't know that he's talking to, rather than the other thing with the comments etc) is to TALK with him about it. He probably feels uncomfortable bringing it up that he's talking to other people for one reason or another. so telling him that it makes you feel like he feels like he needs to keep secrets from you might be good.

ummmmm dunno if that makes sense...

LDRs are crazy lots of work... if communication isn't as close to 100% open as possible they're even more work... and even less worth it.

Ummmm that probably doesn't make sense either.... k one more try...

You're obviously awesome, and he's obviously awesome, she want to make you jealous by being condescending towards you and undercutting your joke by calling it cute. That doesn't mean that he has any interest in her at all, just that she is insecure and petty.

Ooops that was different....

ummmm Sorry for giving advice particularly when it makes no sense!!!!

well I'm glad you don't mind my randomness I'd hate to overstep!

Well, Im sure this week will have it's ups and downs. Just remember that you have a ball you'll be going to with smuggled alcohol, , in what I can only assume will be a jaw droppingly awesome dress from what youve mentioned.

life would be so much easier if we could bitch slap atleast one person a day

Glad you got the test over and done with! I know the feeling - just got essays in... and looking forward to seeing photos of the ball too

Airlines are dumb, working sucks and Yay Balls indeed!

Congrats on the anniversary and yay for balls...

...should have thought about that before I typed, but it's staying now! Have fun!

Anniversaries eh? I think I've heard about those.....

hope you found a good dress!