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Well, i probably dont have to tell you but enjoy every moment you can with him while you're out there and then do your best after he goes to the sandbox to think of these and other memories throughout your day. It'll help a little.

Keep strong; send him care packages and pics of your bewbies, and be loyal. After 3 years, im sure he will dream of you every day. It will be okay.

Hey!

Good to 'see' you again. San Diego sounds exciting! As does the almost being done school thing. I was so happy when I graduated, it felt so good to be done. Now I just have to get some money... same old story really.

And I second requests for pics of the tat!

C'mon, girl, give us a new blogpost.

Whee, have fun! So do you get to see the gigs too, or just sit at the tables? Because if you get to see them, I'd be incredibly jealous and might have to come and join you!

I'm in Chicago! And therefore very happy

I'm sure we'll have a great time we've always managed to before...

of course she's got more work to do this time but that's probably OK too.

Glad it's all going well for you! Having a job that you like is always good. Shame about the woman with the attitude - why do people think that's a good thing? Ah well.

Happy birthday to the cousin!

hey dude. i'm back.

hey there, how are you holding up against the weather??

Wow. it sounds pretty nasty out there. Keep safe ok?

I hope all the people that were complaining about a mild winter are happy now...Have a nice weekend, indoors it sounds like.

busy busy you... i realy need to quit my job too..... working just all around sucks

Hey congrats on getting through Stage 1 of the Sg process. I guess I shouls make some room soon in my favs section. I hope the hotel job woorks out for you too! '07 should be your year as well

Hey boobies are freaking awesome too, I'm just saying the second picture rocks!

Happy belated Birthday!! Sorry I didn't get to it sooner but I've been out of town.
And the new pics are beautiful

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Happy Birthday and all that!

well, It's a birthday. Isnt a party in order? and good food!! someone should be taking you out for dinner! Just a few simple suggestions...

Oh, and thanks for the kind words regarding my situation. Ive been working on getting over that for awhile. I think Ive made some good progress. Its not something I keep a secret really anymore and thats a big leap. maybe next year I'll cease to care entirely.

Suggestion...ummm....suggestion.....

Ok, here we go:

RANDOM NIGHT!

Step one: Call 3 people in your phone book, it has to be random selections. So go down 12 people, call, then 6, call then 3, call.

Step two: Convince those people to come out for your birthday.

Step three: Catch a tram, bus, or some form of public transport to a suburb or small town adjacent to yours

Step four: Walk in to the first bar you see, ask for a beer / random shot, but don't specify what type.

Step five: Give a lap dance to the first guy you see that passes you glance

Step six: Leave the bar, and continue on to the next one in the direction of your place. Repeat this procedure as per steps four and five at each bar you goto along the way.

Hence a random night. Possibly the best fun you will ever have in 5 hours.

Thanks for the Happy Birthday wish.
Looks like yours is coming up in a few days.
Any big plans set, or are you just going to try for something simple?

So what are you going to do instead? I'd tell you to stay in college, but then I'm struggling so hard to see the point at the moment (and I'm in my final year) and really you just have to do what you want or there's no point in it cos you won't concentrate or do well if you don't want to be there.

I wish more people in the States took gap years (between high school and college) because my gods I needed mine so badly. If I'd gone straight to uni I wouldn't still be here, I'd be on the dole somewhere.

And like others have said, if you want to you can always go back. My mum did, and she had two kids. She's my hero for that.

Good luck! I'm rooting for ya!

Ah, sounds cool! I wish you all the best in that, keep us updated k?

I wish I could give you the answer. I have the same problem with a friend of mine. I love him to death, but he puts me through shit sometimes. I have told myself so many times to just leave him alone but I can't. I know that frinds are there to give you advice, but sometimes doing what you feel is the best thing to do. Yes people can change, and it's a good thing that he has. Just think of the reasons you stayed around, and try not to regret.

Ummmm wow.... that's a challenge....

I assume you've talked about it? 'cause the catharsis of that usually is a big help for me getting over things....

May do the whol write it down on a slip of paper and throw it in a fire?

I dunno... you've got a challenge there! good luck!