These are things that have been inside of me for so long, that I must put then down in the form dark poetry, so that I may release myself from all hurt that lives within
To survive in this empty world has been so hard for me. How do you convince yourself to go on when the pain has gone so deep. I stand before...
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To survive in this empty world has been so hard for me. How do you convince yourself to go on when the pain has gone so deep. I stand before...
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mentalrage:
I completely get where you're coming from there, I can't even tell the days apart sometimes they all bleed together. The constant repetition just grinds away at you if you let it.
Even the best fall down sometimes,
but you must always get back up and go on.
And no matter when bad things happen in twos or threes, there is a molment of clairityand you know that everything will find a way.
We are built to survive, and be able to solve all the crisis that we face in our lives.
This is what make us...
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but you must always get back up and go on.
And no matter when bad things happen in twos or threes, there is a molment of clairityand you know that everything will find a way.
We are built to survive, and be able to solve all the crisis that we face in our lives.
This is what make us...
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In the Morning
I wake to find me breathing still.
I wish that I could find a place that would free
me from the ache.
And someone who would free from my tower
where I hide to protect my heart.
I wish that I could sleep forever so that I could live
inside my dreams.
Where everything is peaceful and no ones world is
crumbling...
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I wake to find me breathing still.
I wish that I could find a place that would free
me from the ache.
And someone who would free from my tower
where I hide to protect my heart.
I wish that I could sleep forever so that I could live
inside my dreams.
Where everything is peaceful and no ones world is
crumbling...
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alexstar6:
You have accomplished something.
It feels wrong to say 'good job', or 'awesome poem'. But when I read your words I feel them.
Thank you.
It feels wrong to say 'good job', or 'awesome poem'. But when I read your words I feel them.
Thank you.
vinnyburkhart:
you expressed perfectly how many of us feel in our day to day life. beautifully written.....
So today I finally got my dsl for my computer. And because it was raining in Aneheim where I was supposed to go but couldn't i decide to install it. It is so muh better then what I had before.
I was going to take my son to Disneyland today, He hasn't be yet. I'm pretty sure he would have had fun. Oh well I'll...
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I was going to take my son to Disneyland today, He hasn't be yet. I'm pretty sure he would have had fun. Oh well I'll...
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shadeofgrey:
Hmm, disneyland, never been there, only Disney world. Must be great living so close to it though.
windermere:
Yep, having an annual pass is definitely nice. 
Ultimately I just got tired of the people. Being stared at by thousands of people gets old really quickly.
Ultimately I just got tired of the people. Being stared at by thousands of people gets old really quickly.
Go figure when things go bad they always go bad in threes for me.
Today fucking sucked ass.
First I lost my expensive perscription sunglasses, then at work I had over 100 calls to do recovery on, then the ignition on my car broke. God I hope tomorrow goes better.
Maybe I'll when the lotto or something. HA HA yeah right.
Shit I'll be happy...
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Today fucking sucked ass.
First I lost my expensive perscription sunglasses, then at work I had over 100 calls to do recovery on, then the ignition on my car broke. God I hope tomorrow goes better.
Maybe I'll when the lotto or something. HA HA yeah right.
Shit I'll be happy...
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shadeofgrey:
Damn, that does sound like a hideous day. As they say, it's always darkest before the dawn, go play lotto, you never know you could get lucky and then you can look at all the boobies you want. 
Have you ever felt like you were going nowhere. I mean the kids are great and my job is good. but i just feel like somethings missing.
I don't have a boyfriend, my kids dad is a dick who drives me crazy.I'm stress out all the time because he's always giving me shit about helping me out with them.
I just want someone that going...
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I don't have a boyfriend, my kids dad is a dick who drives me crazy.I'm stress out all the time because he's always giving me shit about helping me out with them.
I just want someone that going...
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chi:
You should come over....
shadeofgrey:
Sounds like you need a night out. Don't sweat the morons of the world, they outnumber us. 
Hello ,
Well i survived Vegas. It was so much fun. Friday Night Was great, got A little buzz but towards the end of the night was falling asleep at the bar due to lack of sleep form the day before.
Saturday we woke up around 11 and went down to the bar at our hotel and started drinking bright and early. I was farely...
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Well i survived Vegas. It was so much fun. Friday Night Was great, got A little buzz but towards the end of the night was falling asleep at the bar due to lack of sleep form the day before.
Saturday we woke up around 11 and went down to the bar at our hotel and started drinking bright and early. I was farely...
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song:
all i can say is oh vegas baby vegas
shadeofgrey:
I'm jealous! I want to go to Vegas, all I have nearby is Atlantic City and that's like Ghetto Vegas. Sounds like you had a great trip!
Just wanted to Thanks To all for wishing Me A happy B-Day. On My Way To Vegas to get Drunk.. I'll Let you Know How it Goes 
hellequin:
Hope you are having / have had a good time
sunshine:
Remember:
What happens in Vegas Stays in Vegas...
xoxo
Sunshine
What happens in Vegas Stays in Vegas...
xoxo
Sunshine
Hello Just wanted to say hi to everyone. Nothing new to report just hanging out with my kids and living life, and of course keeping positive. Have a one everybody
later Tiffany
later Tiffany
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varennes:
Happy Birthday!!!
lots of xxxx
Happy Birthday!!!
lots of xxxx
nickzut:
happy b day love your ink expecally your neck tat
Well didn't do anything to exciting today. Woke up, spent the day with my my kids went to lunch at Olive Garden, I don't think I liked it to much at least the one we ate at. The best part of it was the boose I had with my food.
And now I'm going to go home and take a couple of pills for my...
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And now I'm going to go home and take a couple of pills for my...
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varennes:
glad your fine...
you were absolutly right about the kindness of people in here.
take care!
xxxx
you were absolutly right about the kindness of people in here.
take care!
xxxx
mysweetisrael:
mmm...booze and pills...
aima:
just me
Well I think am good today I still haven't called him, and don't plan on ever calling him again. It's just hard because I think I liked him more then I thought.
But whatever I'm over it. As long as I don't do any drunk dialing at 2am I won't be talking to him again.
And honestly I have no problems replacing his stupid ass,...
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But whatever I'm over it. As long as I don't do any drunk dialing at 2am I won't be talking to him again.
And honestly I have no problems replacing his stupid ass,...
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mysweetisrael:
Oh man...drunk dialing.
Most people should have their keys taken when they drink too much. I'm someone who should have his phone taken from him.
Most people should have their keys taken when they drink too much. I'm someone who should have his phone taken from him.
loosewire:
ARE YOU TAKING APPLICATIONS???