aileen

here she is, boys and girls.

alright. we know i'm going to make the stereotypical first sg blog, meaning it'll probably all sound super corny and way overexcited.

but i've never been able to say "i'm a model" out loud before and know that it's true. that's pretty fucking fabulous if you ask me.

i'm anxious about my set going up...i don't know what you fine people expect, but i hope its satisfying

sitting back skeezing on the internet for hours has never really been one of my pastimes, but i can see i've begun an irreversible habit of sitting here at my desk, breathless, wondering if these ladies are real. maybe md is just void of hot chicks, or maybe i just haven't been looking hard enough...but everyone here is gorgeous, and i hope they know it.

what else? hmmm...

i'm a student and suicidegirl for now, but i'm wishing on every star i see that a job falls in my lap here soon. money is an ugly, controlling substance, and i can't live without it, man.

i wish i could stay focused on one thing right now. i feel like a puppy with a.d.d. right now, and it's driving me nuts. i have a cold to top that off, and i really wish i'd learn not to take daytime sudafed at eight o' clock at night so that i could get to sleep before 4 am.

i really want a sandwich.

fin.