aiden

going through old boxes today. here are some words i scribbled a few years back. lets see if anyone can decifer it. i dont scribble anymore... i wish i did

as i go into this
with wide eyes and white knuckles,
a blur of emotions sweep over me.

quite some time ago i felt like this,
yet not as true as this right now.

feeling like a deer caught in the headlights though not fighting to free myself...

shunning away from the light while quickly walking towards it...

i dont want to be in the dark anymore.

your scent is so inviting, so warm...

however, i am cold.