aidan

I think the only way I'm going to feel any better about anything, is if I start seeing someone else, too. Only problem is, I still can't imagine myself with anyone but her. I'll feel like I'm kissing the wrong set of lips. Touching the wrong skin. Stuff like that. She's doing it, though, so I feel like I should, too. I'm going to give...
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Heartbreak is something I honestly didn't think I would have to experience again, but suddenly here it is, making its full appearance. Everything is just so overwhelming right now. I'm in constant pain, physically and emotionally. I hate that I have no use of my right hand. I hate that I do everything I can to make relationships work, and still get dropped without ever...
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Man, life sure has taken a sudden flip-flop. It was only a couple weeks ago that my only complaint was that I was working too much, but everything else was close to perfect. Why is it when I'm feeling my best that I get slammed down the hardest? I work so hard to get to that high point and it's taken away in an instant....
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Case 1 on this website shows the procedure I got. Basically my fingertip is sewn to my palm for the next couple weeks. It's terribly uncomfortable. Have I mentioned I'm right handed? Yeah, all this happened to my right hand, so now I'm stuck doing everything with just my left. Yes, this includes typing this blog. General living has become quite a challenge, as I...
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I cut my damn finger off.
Christ.

*sigh*

Another step back. If I take any more, I might fall off a cliff or something. I know it's for the best, but I can't help but wonder if I did something wrong, or if there was something I could have done better.

Yeah, none of this makes sense to the outside reader. I don't feel like explaining.

Off to try and better myself,...
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Damn, I took a picture of my lady friend on our vacation last week, and I find myself looking at it like eleventeen times a day. She is just too damn pretty. I love how it turned out.




I'm gonna go look again.

Things are going pretty good. I finally got a whole weekend off, which was very much needed. I think I was getting pretty grouchy with working too much and all. I only work three days this week, though. Tomorrow's my last day for the week, and then it's off to Wisconsin I go for a mini-vacation.

Who in their right mind would pick Wisconsin as...
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It's been a really tough week. I've got a lot on my mind, and no one to tell it to, so I'm gonna use this here trusty blog to let it all out. Read if you want, but if you're looking for happy thoughts, they ain't here.




I feel like I'm in a rough place right now, and I'm not sure how to get out...
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