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oh wow...natalie portman SNL gangsta rap.

i really wish my mom's friend hadn't brought up my dad's anniversary... "are you doing anything special? sprinkling his ashed anywhere with your family?" "we're all in different locations...John and I have school. Alice and Ben have work...so does my mom. we can't really do anything." "oh okay. yeah. it's not the easiest thing to remember..." {then why are you bringing it up?!} We'll see...
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i am prospectively dating a boy. He's 27. lives in colorado. Divorced with two kids. And amazing as ever.

I don't know how to keep him out of my life. The friendship I had with Mike was unlike any other. And I'm so hurt, but I don't know how to just go on with my life without him in it. I want space, yes. But I still want my friend back.

i feel like an idiot.

i have a crush on a boy! and he has a crush on me! yippeee!

my hard drive failed. i lost everything. all my writing. i feel shitty.

i'm addicted to www.socialmoth.com

I'm going to colorado tomorrow. I just want to stay home for a reasonable amount of time before I have to go somewhere again.

can't stop coughing...

stoned, i dropped a full bottle of vodka on the tile floor in my basement...it broke. damnit...