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i really wish my mom's friend hadn't brought up my dad's anniversary... "are you doing anything special? sprinkling his ashed anywhere with your family?" "we're all in different locations...John and I have school. Alice and Ben have work...so does my mom. we can't really do anything." "oh okay. yeah. it's not the easiest thing to remember..." {then why are you bringing it up?!} We'll see how it goes I guess. I can't believe it's going to be two years on september 20th...

two whole fucking years that he's been dead.