I feel like I've been gutted.
well fuck. It's over. 8 and a half months later...it's fucking over.
I feel like I've been run over by a tractor. Mother fuck.
I feel like I've been run over by a tractor. Mother fuck.
morgan:
Oh no.
God, I know how much that hurts. I'm sorry hon.
God, I know how much that hurts. I'm sorry hon.
this place sucks...but I've got, what? 3.5 months left. 3.5 months till I move out to Colorado to be with Keith. That's nothing. 
morgan:
About to shoot you my number.
And what is UP with Emily, anyway? I have been so out of the loop
And what is UP with Emily, anyway? I have been so out of the loop
ahna:
oh, my poor emily...pobrecita. she didn't feel like coming back was a healthy choice....she thought she'd drink herself to death and fail out, so she's working and taking a class at NOVA.
I've been in mexico for the last three weeks. it was amazing. I cried when we had to leave. I'd give anything to go back there.
I'm still adjusting...I walk into the mall and everyone's white...what's going on? I'm not used to this anymore. I keep accidentally slipping into spanish...I had an incredible time.
and now in two weeks, I get to go see my...
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I'm still adjusting...I walk into the mall and everyone's white...what's going on? I'm not used to this anymore. I keep accidentally slipping into spanish...I had an incredible time.
and now in two weeks, I get to go see my...
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holy shit! Michelle Gardner Quinn was murdered up at UVM...raped, strangled and bludgeoned to death...I didn't know her, but she was friends with some people I know...how horrible...
morgan:
It's good, I love living with the boy!
9 days till he's here. 
How the hell did i ever get so lucky in finding you?
How the hell did i ever get so lucky in finding you?I don't know how to survive tomorrow...I mean emotionally. I don't know what to do...nothing makes it any better...
Maybe I'll just get trashed tonight...that sounds good.
I'm still angry about the other night...
Maybe I'll just get trashed tonight...that sounds good.
I'm still angry about the other night...
morgan:
I'll be here for you tomorrow (and tonight, and the day after) whenever you need it. You don't have to ask, just call.
tangus:
hey, cheer up!!
I'm e-mailing you my number. if you want to talk to someone, you can call after 9.
feel better!!
I'm e-mailing you my number. if you want to talk to someone, you can call after 9.
feel better!!
that was obnoxious.
everytime I stop to think about it...about you...I remember you so clearly and it's wonderful to have you back again...and at the same time, I don't think I can express how much it hurts that you're dead and gone and I'm never going to see you again...
And I'm going to my grandma's tomorrow...perfect...
And I'm going to my grandma's tomorrow...perfect...
he told his mom about me! aww...I feel so special.
http://video.google.com/videoplay?docid=-8856703601800479392&q=natalie+portman+snl&hl=en
oh wow...natalie portman SNL gangsta rap.
oh wow...natalie portman SNL gangsta rap.
i really wish my mom's friend hadn't brought up my dad's anniversary... "are you doing anything special? sprinkling his ashed anywhere with your family?" "we're all in different locations...John and I have school. Alice and Ben have work...so does my mom. we can't really do anything." "oh okay. yeah. it's not the easiest thing to remember..." {then why are you bringing it up?!} We'll see...
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