aguilar

wow... viva days off!

worked on my house all day. some friends came by & helped out. picked up my butcher block table. hung art. posted new craigslist roommate ad. built a fire, and had some wine. hardly said a word all day.






it was really just perfect. then i got the picking down to that iron & wine song, which put my dog right...
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wow. i was just kind of wrapping my mind around the idea that i am just not saying anything these days. i mean, i do talk, but nothing really comes out. the fluid, without the baby.

eww.

anyway, i think it is largely a dignity thing, you know? like if you can't pull it together on your own, then why engage (gosh...) whomever with it?...
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the mammoth, last minute dirigible marvel.

tell your friends... "it's a titanic!"

i love it.

c

titanic.

Joy!

"now i've lost me nerve"
(moon)




(((aguilar)))

wifey & i just got back from unreal date. amazing wine, incredible food, time with just the two of us...

i have no idea why i am sitting here typing.




(((aguilar)))

ominous clouds over portland.



plus i got stood up by my friends after i already got all these great ingredients for this huge dinner i was going to make them. if that doesn't kind of make you feel like a loser, nothing much will.

i'm really kind of emo right now. it's surely due in large part to my being so hungry that i'm both manic & depressed, yeah? as in, i want to run out & stop random people on the street & discuss existential issues, create some concurrent theme, then meditate on how sad it makes me.





i am officially bat-shit-crazy.

tom selleck is less than a man in my presence! if i had a mustache they'd full-on deport me.