agonistes_vental

Even as the dawning of a cold light shines this fridged day I write with warmth and fire within as I have so many days before.As I am wounded and sick,even as my body burns,and my tears may fall I stand strong,and hold my arms with the weight of the world so that so amny of you can soar,And though many of you have simply walked away and have denied my voice,the words,and forgotten what the gift that I have handed so many of you,that small gift called Faith.I acept al that is for I know world may be dark,it may not shine as it has long ago but still as i wake I do my best to keep my rounds even though my wings may be broken I still am able to take the pain and lift myself to the aid of those that stand before em alone and lost,I want to speak to all of you and tell you that I love you all deeply,for so many of you are the family I have longed for.Though bonded not by blood,or location we are conected in spirit and that bond is not easily faultered.I want you to know that even though I may be away from you all with me being online never forget the voice I've given you,never forget the teachings I've handed you and most of all when you feel the heart is alone,and spirit has fallen look back at my hand,look into my eyes and you will recieve the gift of my love,my guidance,and everlasting friendship,for you are special to me.Might sound odd to me to write in context as these words may form.But I know soon enough I will be gone for a little while.I have never abandoned any of you,even if you may feel this is a cause I sadly smile for I know the human nature of thought and what it often carries but know so many of you,so damn many of you are in my heart and mind,for the things I've learned from so many of you is amazing even one olden with knowledge as I am still can learn lol.But in these days that grow cold I have realized even as my light my dim and I am in need,my light still shines on.I want to wish you all a lovely day ahead of you and bless be so many of those whom remember my name,and never forget that I do care.