I found a old poem from long ago as in years ago.I shall share it for those who desire poetry this hour in the morning.The poem is called "Sorrow"
A thousand words will never describe the way I feel right now,
These feelings are made of truth and compassion,
And yet as I opened my fray heart again,
I realized that I was ready to love again,
To start a new chapter to this desolate story,
And yet as I began to feel Hopes' tender touch,
I began to have doubts,
Doubts that became a fear,
And I realized maybe you resented me and my ways,
I was scared and terrified that you would push me away,
And in the end it was I who created the void,
A void that has destroyed my Faith,
And yet I still feel the coldness insde,
And I am not mad,
I guess it's not the pain that bothers me,
It's the fact that I wasn't able to save you,
To save something that was un-corrupted and true,
And yet I sit here again and alone,
Wishing I could have been that tarnished hero,
One who was to save and fight your personal battles,
And thus I reamin consumed in tis darkness,
But I sit here different,
And if I could day one thing it would be Sorry,
Because I told you to start off I am nothing,
I am so many things yet I don't realize them,
Sadly I wish I could take it all back and hide in the shadows,
For my feelings for you are the same,
I'm sorry dear,
For this time I'm the one to blame,
And if there was a way to take it all back,
I'd do anything because I had so much care in you,
So much I began to feel,
Yet it will never be for I am only a monster,
And I will sit here for an eternity,
And eternity of pain,
An eternity of redemption,
A eternity of sorrow....
As I re-typed this poem for my viewers the memory of it,For long ago past six years to date,to be exact,was a sickened boy with the thoughts of romance.A boy who desired to love with his ever beating heart.For long ago there was a girl who understood me,who accepted me,and calmed my pains and tened my wounds.She was once known as Sage,But when she found out about my beliefs she revolked me,turned me away.For my beliefs were sin to her and even though she loved me she turned it all away for her beliefs.I was broken hearted,lost and alone.For the friend who once took me away from my mothers abusive hand fed me back to the wolves.This is a poem with my heart once spilled on its paper.So enjoy.And plus you see what kind of child I used to be.haha
A thousand words will never describe the way I feel right now,
These feelings are made of truth and compassion,
And yet as I opened my fray heart again,
I realized that I was ready to love again,
To start a new chapter to this desolate story,
And yet as I began to feel Hopes' tender touch,
I began to have doubts,
Doubts that became a fear,
And I realized maybe you resented me and my ways,
I was scared and terrified that you would push me away,
And in the end it was I who created the void,
A void that has destroyed my Faith,
And yet I still feel the coldness insde,
And I am not mad,
I guess it's not the pain that bothers me,
It's the fact that I wasn't able to save you,
To save something that was un-corrupted and true,
And yet I sit here again and alone,
Wishing I could have been that tarnished hero,
One who was to save and fight your personal battles,
And thus I reamin consumed in tis darkness,
But I sit here different,
And if I could day one thing it would be Sorry,
Because I told you to start off I am nothing,
I am so many things yet I don't realize them,
Sadly I wish I could take it all back and hide in the shadows,
For my feelings for you are the same,
I'm sorry dear,
For this time I'm the one to blame,
And if there was a way to take it all back,
I'd do anything because I had so much care in you,
So much I began to feel,
Yet it will never be for I am only a monster,
And I will sit here for an eternity,
And eternity of pain,
An eternity of redemption,
A eternity of sorrow....
As I re-typed this poem for my viewers the memory of it,For long ago past six years to date,to be exact,was a sickened boy with the thoughts of romance.A boy who desired to love with his ever beating heart.For long ago there was a girl who understood me,who accepted me,and calmed my pains and tened my wounds.She was once known as Sage,But when she found out about my beliefs she revolked me,turned me away.For my beliefs were sin to her and even though she loved me she turned it all away for her beliefs.I was broken hearted,lost and alone.For the friend who once took me away from my mothers abusive hand fed me back to the wolves.This is a poem with my heart once spilled on its paper.So enjoy.And plus you see what kind of child I used to be.haha