aghori

All this changing jobs and countries makes me think of the way I am going. First steps have been taken. I don't hear finnish around where I am living. Sometimes by accident a few words but I have started to have thoughts in polish now also. Not only english like always before . It was a great moment to notice and discover that in myself. All I hear is polish so what to expect? But in just three months I started to realize that some simple things i thought in polish. I try to find places to drink, eat and socialize where nobody speaks well enough english to have a conversation using it, so I have to speak polish to try to have a conversation. And that is a trip, my friends No hallucinogenic elements in it but a total mindbender. And it doesn't stop the next morning when you wake up.
This is much bigger city than I have ever lived in so I have had a lot of chances to get lost. Just take a tram somewhere. Jump out, change the tram and jump out somewhere. Spend the day in that neighborhood. I have been to some so interesting parties that I am not sure if I even want to remember.
Now I'm done with drinking again for a while. A good four-five month cleansing and fasting to flush toxins out of the system and fill all the buildingblocks. I am still looking for a place to put my cabin to get some momentary solitude when I need it. I have spend some time at the mountains on the southern border the architecture there is very beautiful. Pointy-roofed huts cabins and houses. Warms up with a tilestove in the autumn, winter and early spring. That would be perfect. but let's see. Because I have gotten new ideas. I'll move slowly southwards next one I am sure is just one country down. This time I am not moving alone. Going to get to a small sea from Croatia. So many possibilities. So much time. I wonder where we are in 18months