I HATE seeing people happy...it just kills me. i realized the girls i liked alot that now have boyfriends or are talking to someone i erase them from my life completely...blocking and deleting screen names...from my myspace friends...suicide girls...everything. whats wrong with me...i know its sad
damn strippers...i was getting a lapdance and she said to me "before the dance i said mine are 20" and i never heard that at all. because there wasnt much conversation i can actually remember what we said. so i felt bad cause i didnt have enough so for collateral till i go back tomorrow she kept my phone. and the worst part is the... Read More
this girl that i love more than money and life finally slept with her friend...and now he is my enemy...and i feel like shit. i feel like i never want to speak to her again and i know i could never be with her...with out thinking of them together...i know i dont own her but i wish i could...
eh...i dont have the motivation to go to class at all. like i just dont care. i do have ideas though. since i'm working as a sushi chef at kumori u want to start my own sushi catering business. i'd do parties and delivery to homes and businesses but idk tell me what u think..
im so lonley...im tearing myself up from the inside out...all i can do is wake up in the middle of the night and cry....and i can listen to the new amsterdams while crying pretending im in a movie and thats the song that accompanies my tears....i dont know...mostly dont care
I think the whole reason I ever bought an ipod was so that I could have a soundtrack for the times when I felt most high and most low. so what's been happening to make you feel so glumb? Vent more it will probably make you feel much better, besides, who cares what internet people think anyway right? again I hope you are able to leave the depths of dispare soon, it's just no fun there
lately i've taken things a little farther than i should have an i'd like to apologize to them if they see this....i was being selfish and i was wrong...i want the best for her even if it isnt me.