Here I am! I've been putting off a lot of school work to do nothing in particular. I've got about 7 chapters in my psych. class to cover before my exam on thursday... I think I'm just about sunk. It's not that I'm busy, it's just that I just don't want to do anything. I've got no energy for any sort of effort.
A friend wanted to know if I wanted to go drinking with him and some friends. In what has quickly become my classic form I asked him what the point was and told him I'd rather stay at home alone than get shit-faced with a bunch of idiots.
He said there would be girls. I told him they would ignore me and if I wanted to do that I would go to work and at least get paid while I'm being neglected by someone I like.
I'm very negative aren't I? But I suppose being miserable for the last quarter of your life will do that to a person. Being alone sucks. Especially when you know what you're missing out on.
A friend wanted to know if I wanted to go drinking with him and some friends. In what has quickly become my classic form I asked him what the point was and told him I'd rather stay at home alone than get shit-faced with a bunch of idiots.
He said there would be girls. I told him they would ignore me and if I wanted to do that I would go to work and at least get paid while I'm being neglected by someone I like.
I'm very negative aren't I? But I suppose being miserable for the last quarter of your life will do that to a person. Being alone sucks. Especially when you know what you're missing out on.
The whole girl situation and partying stuff, not to sound all matronly, but you are so young! Plus all the Safeway girls are ho's anyway! No I'm kidding... but there's at least one I can think of that I'd like to ring her scrawny neck! Anyway.... you're young and you should do fun stupid shit while you still have an excuse for doing it.
But you are right, there are some prime choices that work at Safeway.
A neagtive lifestyle is not the way to go, I should know, I used to have such a pessimistic outlook on life. I always thought that there was no one out there for me, but I just took control of my lifestyle and next thing I know, I am happily married and have two wonderful children.
Your time will come, just be patient.
[Edited on Jan 30, 2005 2:50PM]
[Edited on Jan 30, 2005 2:51PM]