Paying bills sucks. You worry about the really big ones and you start to forget about what's really important... like high speed internet. It's been almost an entire month without internet service and my soul is just now recovering as I bathe in the harsh glow of my computer's screen.
I won't go into the why's and how's but suffice to say you start to...
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Shit. It's been much too long hasn't it? Not like it really matters much, nothing good has happend to me in the last few weeks since I've bothered to update. Long story short: I've been doing a little of this and that, mostly drinking, Oh yes, I forgot, I'm now up to about 51 gigabytes of anime on my computer's harddrive now... How sad/otaku is...
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_stella_:
Hey love, no worries I will be alone on Christmas too. My parental unit is goin to a friend's house and since I have recently become single, I'm not goin with his family. I know how you feel. It'll be okay. We'll both make the best of it ya know? I hope it turns out better than we think it will. Take care sweetie, Happy Christmakkauh! 
It's been quite awhile since I've been on here... I just haven't had any motivation to I suppose. The most likely reason is when that stupid wench Jocelyn ripped my still beating heart from it's ususpecting home and stomped THE LIVING HELL OUT OF IT! After all the time, all the late night talks, the secrets shared, the feelings expressed, and after I told her...
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thedarkness:
I will give her a piece of my mind also dude.
_stella_:
Oh please believe me I'd ruin her day. Fucking relationships suck so bad. But like you said, the sun will rise again. And things will get better. You are gonna find a girl who is smart enough to carpe diem and be with you, the right guy instead of goin back to an old habit that feels comfortable. I'll be the first to tell you girls are FUCKING RETARDED and we tend not to learn from our mistakes when it comes to boys. But one day she'll realize what she lost in you and then seh'll come crawling back but you'll be gone, you will have found that someone who you truly deserve. Just try to keep that in mind sweetie, I hope the wounds heal soon.
Here's a tip, don't drink liquor based on whether or not it has a pleasing color, it probably tastes like shit. Kiwi-lemon anyone? Good god that was gross.
I just spent like half an hour updating my journal and somewhere along the way I drunkenly click on something and lose my progress. AAAH, fuck you firefox and your tab browsing (I still love you firefox.)....
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I just spent like half an hour updating my journal and somewhere along the way I drunkenly click on something and lose my progress. AAAH, fuck you firefox and your tab browsing (I still love you firefox.)....
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_stella_:
hey thanks for the well wishes for my trip..it was good but too short! Hope everything is at least turnung right-side up for you these days
_stella_:
I love your drunken words of care. It's wonderful. Hope all is well in your boat and it floats well. Take care..keep drinkin! 
Damn, rejected again...
She was perfect for me too. Liked videogames (halo 2 and KOTOR, good taste), rock, and was cute too. We just started going on dates a short time ago and tonight she told me she just recently gotten involved with someone else.
I'm tired of hearing the same old cliche each time. She told me it wasn't my fault and it was...
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She was perfect for me too. Liked videogames (halo 2 and KOTOR, good taste), rock, and was cute too. We just started going on dates a short time ago and tonight she told me she just recently gotten involved with someone else.
I'm tired of hearing the same old cliche each time. She told me it wasn't my fault and it was...
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thedarkness:
I can never turn down a good joke, so hit me up.
_stella_:
Hey I'm sorry that happened to you. It is such bullshit how people think they're helping you pick up the pieces whent hey're really just breaking them more. I know how you feel....we all do. But you will fin someone who has no excuses who is "all that great" and who wants to be for you what you are for them. So perk up buttercup...you'll get what you deserve in time. 
Ya know, ever since I came back I haven't really even explained what the hell happened to me during my 3 month hiatus. Well first I got so fired from my job it's not even funny. No, that's not true, it was funny. I just stopped coming in on time... It wasn't that I couldn't, I just didn't really care at all anymore. I stopped...
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thedarkness:
I think Halo 2 calls everyones name.
I'm more than a little drunk right now (thank you soco and coke), but updating sounds like fun anyway....
I had my first date with this girl at work last night, or rather a few hours ago... Oh god she's so sweet, I didn't think someone's smile could turn me to jelly anymore. Its so nice to go out wtith someone who doesn't have fucking...
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I had my first date with this girl at work last night, or rather a few hours ago... Oh god she's so sweet, I didn't think someone's smile could turn me to jelly anymore. Its so nice to go out wtith someone who doesn't have fucking...
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thedarkness:
Where are you working now?
Well, my 21st birthday... I'd say something profound or witty but I'm kinda drunk right now... maybe tomorrow. Alcohol rocks! Whoo! Damn I should've taken my camera with me...
Thanks to TheDarkness and Missdates for the b-day wishes, u two rock.
Thanks to TheDarkness and Missdates for the b-day wishes, u two rock.
agentstrange:
fairly uninteresting pics from daily life
It's never too late to start over, right?
thedarkness:
Happy birthday dude!
missdates:
I don't think its ever too late to start over. You're young enough to sTart over plenty of times!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!! Don't get too crazy on the 21st! I don't want to read about you in the CG Dispatch or anything.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!! Don't get too crazy on the 21st! I don't want to read about you in the CG Dispatch or anything.
Whoa whoa whoa! My it has been one long ass time, hasn't it? I haven't updated in wow, 3 months. Yeah wow a lot has happend in those three months... let's see. I lost my job, found a new one, found someone wonderful, fell in love, found a reason to keep going, bought a car, made some new friends, lost some old ones, found my...
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missdates:
Wow! Lot's has happened in a short amount of time. Good for you!
You know, I remembered I used to blog on here regularly. Then I stopped. I wonder why....
Anyway... there's not much to say- except that my life really started to go down the shitter. As if it I wasn't morose enough I think I've officially hit the lowest point I've been at in my life. Kampai!
Anyway... there's not much to say- except that my life really started to go down the shitter. As if it I wasn't morose enough I think I've officially hit the lowest point I've been at in my life. Kampai!
thedarkness:
What would that be?