So I have been drunk on and off, mostly on, for about 4 or 5 days now. I'm severely depressed, and I feel helpless. I don't know what to do, or who to turn to. I don't mean to type this as a sympathy card, I just wanted to let you all know, who know and talk to me in real life, that if I seem different or disconnected it's not your fault, and that I'm not mad at you. I'm going through some shit, and I'd rather be drunk than sober, and eventually I'll come around. I gotta work some shit out, do my own thing for awhile...find the right people. Fuck....I hate this...I hate being this way...I love you alcohol, I can't live without you. <3
agata0023:
And dont you fucking hippies tell me that alcohol isn't the answer, and that I'm only drowning my problems and shit. I know what I'm doing, and I know my limits. I know when to stop, and I know when I'm doing stupid shit. I'm not an idiot. Don't treat me like one. I'll come around, this is just my way of dealing with shit.