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Fuck me its hot...

So many months bumming my around Asia and im cool, 2 days of British summer and im moaning and washing my face every 10 minutes... What the hell is that about!?

So, what have all you lovely people been up to?... Come on, let me know... Not a great deal has happened to me since I last updated... God only knows why im actually updating then... Hmmmm.

So...me...Whats been happening...?

I keep getting stuff Ive forgotten Ive bought off Ebay through the post... Kinda cool, but depressing to see how much Ive become a slave to the internet auction nesting instict. Still, Ive got a load of cool shit ill never find a use for...
Bonus!

Friday night I nearly killed someone at Kerrang! club. I wish I fuckin' had. Long story short, my mate bumped into some chav that found himself in there. Dispite apologising he got a punch in the face. So fueled on Jage' I managed to get shoot across the dance floor. By this time they were both on the floor, and the chav's mate had joined in. There was a bit of a scrap then I found myself kneeling over one of them choking him and hitting his head on the floor. It took my friend Jon
(6ft 4, and built like a brick shit house,
... see!)
and two other random guys to pull me off him. But not before they accidentilly lifted me at the perfect angle to land 5 or 6 head butts into his face. I just remember landing on the floor face down about 12ft away, rolling onto my back, being helped up and promptly being taken to the bar. 1- nil to the rockers.

Im counting down the days till I see Emily...
Theres something about that girl thats turned me into a complete dribbling mess We talk on the phone for hours about bugger all, laugh at the same random shit but best of all I can just totally relax around her.
Ive spent the last 6 months getting back on my feet & trying to find some kind of confidence and trust in people, only to be met head-on by, stalkers, users and time wasting cunts The last couple of months esspecially, Ild just reverted back to being a cold, selfish and negitive fucker. Sometimes I just dont see the slighest reason in being nice or treating someone special, when theyre gonna fuck you over regardless.
Still, like I said, theres something about her. Something honest and understanding... Im feeling pretty happy again now... just kinda dusted myself off and ready to have one last stab at things.

Fuckin' praying I dont get hurt again...

Worried?

Yup.