This depression is killing me. I feel like I am losing control. I feel lost in a sea of pain and suffering. After years of telling myself I don't need them I am now taking anti depressants and seeking out a therapist. I know my posts in here are not exactly the brightest but it's the one place I feel I can trust these thoughts to be let out. For my daughters sake I have to get this under control before it gets too out of hand. I love her with all my heart. She's my inspiration and motivation. I think she deserves better though. I don't think that I'm really good enough for anybody anymore.
