Ok.... So just a slight setback last night. 
Why the fuck do I always have to fuck things up when they are going good? So I fucked up big time last night. NO it won't stop running through my head what could happen or could have happened because of this. Twice though detox was enough. Im fucking sick of this shit and what makes it even worse is I have to type about it on a fucking computer because I can't confront anyone and tell them in person what happened. Any one who would care for that matter or not kick me out of my house. I just hope to god I get through this without a suprise visit from my P.O. If I do, its over. 
Fuck this shit.
Why the fuck do I always have to fuck things up when they are going good? So I fucked up big time last night. NO it won't stop running through my head what could happen or could have happened because of this. Twice though detox was enough. Im fucking sick of this shit and what makes it even worse is I have to type about it on a fucking computer because I can't confront anyone and tell them in person what happened. Any one who would care for that matter or not kick me out of my house. I just hope to god I get through this without a suprise visit from my P.O. If I do, its over. Fuck this shit.VIEW 3 of 3 COMMENTS
girly:
*hug* I can't do much, but if you want to talk, I'm here 
liltatts:
Well thanks for the good thoughts. I feel i should say good luck to you. I hope that things arent fucked up to bad for ya. *hugs* 