FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK!
Today just plain out sucked. I don't know if it was me or what, but I felt like everyone just kept putting me down. I wake up and go to my first class which was a two hour computer lab with my lab partner. When I got there, I tried to do the program, but my lab partner said that I didn't know what I was really doing and so he just took over. Then later on in class I asked him if I could do some of the assignment, and then he just started mocking my programming skills. While I know he was only joking, it still hurt me for some reason. Normally I just go along with the joke and play along, but it for some reason it just made me felt like crap.
Then I go to the Physics help room to do CAPA (online homework problems) with Max and Emmet. Normally we all work them out together, but today I got most of them right away and then explained them to Max and Emmet. But Max got 2 problems that I didn't understand at all, and so he explained started to explain them to me. I wasn't getting them at all, and so I kept asking questions that obiviously annoyed Max. After a while he just starting calling me stupid and actting really annoyed. Now I already felt like crap from before, and this really didn't help the situtation. Especially because I explained the other 6 problems to Max and he asked similar questions to mine and I explained them to he without getting annoyed.
Then later on Max and Diana (my Calc 3 lab group) came over to due the Calc 3 lab. Max and Diana talked about what they were going to do this weekend together in front of me and didn't even invite me to anything that they had planned. Now Max, Diana, and I are all friends, but for some reason I haven't been invited to anything that they have done recently and Max doesn't want to do anything with me at all. I have ask Max and Diana if they want to go eat, workout or something else, and they tell me no. And then they start talking about all the things and places that they did and went.
I don't know what to do. It feels like all my friends are ditching me or moving farther, and farther away from me. I am sure that I am not helpping the cause, because recently I have been stressed out from school and everything else. But I don't have an outside source to tell me what's really going on. I am the problem or is it my friends. I wish that I could have someone that just like me for who I am, and just understood me. I guess everyone wants this in life, and I am just at a really, really low point right now.
At least I know that there will eventually be a high point comming up sooner or later. Just hopefully it's sooner than later.
FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK!
Today just plain out sucked. I don't know if it was me or what, but I felt like everyone just kept putting me down. I wake up and go to my first class which was a two hour computer lab with my lab partner. When I got there, I tried to do the program, but my lab partner said that I didn't know what I was really doing and so he just took over. Then later on in class I asked him if I could do some of the assignment, and then he just started mocking my programming skills. While I know he was only joking, it still hurt me for some reason. Normally I just go along with the joke and play along, but it for some reason it just made me felt like crap.
Then I go to the Physics help room to do CAPA (online homework problems) with Max and Emmet. Normally we all work them out together, but today I got most of them right away and then explained them to Max and Emmet. But Max got 2 problems that I didn't understand at all, and so he explained started to explain them to me. I wasn't getting them at all, and so I kept asking questions that obiviously annoyed Max. After a while he just starting calling me stupid and actting really annoyed. Now I already felt like crap from before, and this really didn't help the situtation. Especially because I explained the other 6 problems to Max and he asked similar questions to mine and I explained them to he without getting annoyed.
Then later on Max and Diana (my Calc 3 lab group) came over to due the Calc 3 lab. Max and Diana talked about what they were going to do this weekend together in front of me and didn't even invite me to anything that they had planned. Now Max, Diana, and I are all friends, but for some reason I haven't been invited to anything that they have done recently and Max doesn't want to do anything with me at all. I have ask Max and Diana if they want to go eat, workout or something else, and they tell me no. And then they start talking about all the things and places that they did and went.
I don't know what to do. It feels like all my friends are ditching me or moving farther, and farther away from me. I am sure that I am not helpping the cause, because recently I have been stressed out from school and everything else. But I don't have an outside source to tell me what's really going on. I am the problem or is it my friends. I wish that I could have someone that just like me for who I am, and just understood me. I guess everyone wants this in life, and I am just at a really, really low point right now.
At least I know that there will eventually be a high point comming up sooner or later. Just hopefully it's sooner than later.
FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK!
alright.....
1-25 to colfax. go left.
go down colfax staying in the 2nd to the right lane because the right lane turns off at broadway and again at grant
turn right on pennsylvania.
cafe netherworld is across 13th and on the left side of pennsylvania
i like to park at the corner of 13th and logan because there is a little $2 lot there. if you turn right on 13th it's the next street down from pennsylvania and on your left.
i don't know them, but perhaps max but perhaps they have a thing going on? that may be excusable?
see you tomorrow!