catching up. w/ a friend and enemy. who could it be that is both at the same time? quite a few, but mostly one's own self.
catching up w/ yourself. most of the time, i feel as if i'm ahead of myself. as if who i am is stuck behind in time before what i am actually doing. as if it takes longer to AUTHENTICALLY...
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catching up w/ yourself. most of the time, i feel as if i'm ahead of myself. as if who i am is stuck behind in time before what i am actually doing. as if it takes longer to AUTHENTICALLY...
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the humidity in new york over summer is unbelievable. you can see it in the air. nothing is crispy or sharp. everything is hazy. like a cheap soft-focus off-brand lens instead of an authentic one.
at night, you sweat the humidity and become cold in the heat as it evaporates from your skin.
at night, you sweat the humidity and become cold in the heat as it evaporates from your skin.
men's and women's bathrooms in NJ are different, i discovered today. at a certain community college, men's room doors must be pulled to open, women's pushed. coincidence? this means ...?
my fantasies become either painful or amusing when they are upset by reality. living is painful and/or amusing to that extent. the trick is not to have one w/out the other. each one is unbearable in isolation from the other and also makes me insensitive.
so goes the first entry.
so goes the first entry.