after_thought

So.... I need to break my little problem known as social retardation. I never have really felt like I fit in here or anywhere for that matter. I sit at home, ALOT and do nothing. If I finally do agree to go out I find some way to bail. If you actually do some how get me out of the house im very quite in group settings and find an excuse to bail early. I have only more recently began to struggle with this as I have realized it more and more. I miss having close friends and even more deep conversation. REALLY miss conversation. The closed thing I have gotten recently was a convo at work about porn and Hitler, not related just the topics.
I guess im just kinda rambling but having all this alone time has given me plenty of time to think. I want to move. Im stuck in a stupid rut and need a change. I dont really have any close friends here. (dont worry Fabs I love my pigeon) The only people here I see and interact with is my family.
Anyways

I need some assistance....

I want to move to San Francisco, but I want to visit it first and get a good feel for a few days.

The dilemma...

I need a tour guide.

Therefore...
Anyone available in May or early June to help me with this? I would want to stay for about 3-4 days. I would stay at a hotel so im not intruding. I figure I have met so many people online in Denver that why not flying to SF to meet one be any diff. heh

Anyone?

if my above rambling didnt scare you off...
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Finally actually put up a few other old pics =P