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My problem is that I'm too damn tolerant and I let people step all over me. I feel unable to stand up for myself because then I'd be afraid that the person stepping on me will no longer look at me in a favorable manner. That's a horrible characteristic, I know. I knoooooooooowwwww. FUCK. At least I can acknowledge it.

Why should I feel accommodating to people who make me feel like crap and laugh at me behind my back. Something about me has to change.

I bought the new Ben Folds and it's scary good. It makes me acknowledge some things I really don't want to acknowledge right now.

There's too much to say and I'm overwhelmed.