It's been a relatively good week, even after everything that has happened. I'm chipperish. It's an upgrade.
I won two wars this week. I filed my federal taxes online, as always, and with the return I am able to completely pay off one ENTIRE CREDIT CARD. Years of trying to get rid of that thing, and now I can. That's one giant step towards my move to San Fransisco. I thought I was going to owe the state of illinois about 500 dollars, according to my efile thing, but I went to a "professional" and I only owed the state of Illinois 2 bucks. I can do 2 bucks.
So that made me happy. Thats one less bill every month.
The other war was against my optometrist. Every year he likes to withhold my prescriptions until I get a new exam. Well, I dont have health insurance and my contacts are being bought for me out of charity, so.... Yeah. I called him to get the obvious answer. "You have to have your yearly exam to get new contacts." No. Just no. So I went to 1800contacts.com, to see how that shpeel worked. Turned out I had to fill out doctor info so they could verify my prescription. Hrmm...I thought I was fuxxored, but I tried it anyway, because at the very worse it would be declined. But whoever the receptionist is at my doctors office doesn't have a brain, because my contacts have been shipped. I wonder how long I can keep doing that before he figures it out.
Valentine's day.... it's such a weird feeling this time around. I am completely elated. I love him more than anything words could describe. A few years ago was the same. So much has happened in the few years, and it's nice to know that when two people are meant to be together nothing will get in their way, and we have sure overcome plenty of obstacles thus far.
I'm still iffy on the social front. I don't know how to react to people. I get jealous when people are doing things without me, but it's stupid. Even when I get asked to come out to hang out, I decline. I have made myself a little shelter where nothing can hurt me or bother me, and I'm afraid to come out. I wish I could change, but the fact that I am moving this summer shouldn't be excuse enough to avoid everyone. I'm sorry. I'm trying to be better. I miss everyone.
I won two wars this week. I filed my federal taxes online, as always, and with the return I am able to completely pay off one ENTIRE CREDIT CARD. Years of trying to get rid of that thing, and now I can. That's one giant step towards my move to San Fransisco. I thought I was going to owe the state of illinois about 500 dollars, according to my efile thing, but I went to a "professional" and I only owed the state of Illinois 2 bucks. I can do 2 bucks.
So that made me happy. Thats one less bill every month.
The other war was against my optometrist. Every year he likes to withhold my prescriptions until I get a new exam. Well, I dont have health insurance and my contacts are being bought for me out of charity, so.... Yeah. I called him to get the obvious answer. "You have to have your yearly exam to get new contacts." No. Just no. So I went to 1800contacts.com, to see how that shpeel worked. Turned out I had to fill out doctor info so they could verify my prescription. Hrmm...I thought I was fuxxored, but I tried it anyway, because at the very worse it would be declined. But whoever the receptionist is at my doctors office doesn't have a brain, because my contacts have been shipped. I wonder how long I can keep doing that before he figures it out.
Valentine's day.... it's such a weird feeling this time around. I am completely elated. I love him more than anything words could describe. A few years ago was the same. So much has happened in the few years, and it's nice to know that when two people are meant to be together nothing will get in their way, and we have sure overcome plenty of obstacles thus far.
I'm still iffy on the social front. I don't know how to react to people. I get jealous when people are doing things without me, but it's stupid. Even when I get asked to come out to hang out, I decline. I have made myself a little shelter where nothing can hurt me or bother me, and I'm afraid to come out. I wish I could change, but the fact that I am moving this summer shouldn't be excuse enough to avoid everyone. I'm sorry. I'm trying to be better. I miss everyone.
haha you used a jedi mind trick on your optometrist's receptionist. wow say that 5 times fast! maybe you will get lucky and they will never find out! that would be awesome! and you can say it, "DID YOU SEE ME LAY DOWN THE LAW? I AM THE LAW GIVER!" hahaha now give me my contacts!
your feelings for each other are hard to come by, i hope things work out for you both.
every so often you should make an appearance with your friends, they will forgive you, and have a great time with you when you do.