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I know you wonder.


A few days ago my mom called me half frantic. In 3 completely unrelated events my grandpa may never walk again, my aunt got into a skiing accident in germany and is in critical care, and a cousin whom I was very close to passed away. My cousin Stefen was a cool guy. He was married and had 2 kids and was always the life of everything. His kids adored him. When my mom called me she didn't know how he died, but we found out this morning that he died of hypothermia. His body was found curled up with his arms inside his coat. I couldn't imagine what he went through. From what I gather it seemed like he was so close to getting back to town, too. His 6 year old son is in shock, naturally. He won't eat, won't talk. I wish I could be closer to them right now. I had a hard time coping this morning, but I'm okay now. I found this. Article.






Moving on...
I've lost interest. I moved back here to be with my friends who aren't really friends at all anymore. I won't be here past the summer. Also, I am not sure when my subscription on here expires, but I do not intend to renew it. If you want to keep in touch after I leave here (and aren't a creepy fuck) feel free to pm me with my email, aim, or some such other contact.

I find it very strange that the people I meet through my video game are some of the closest friends I have had in ages. I like it though. For once, in a really strange and possibly pathetic way, I feel part of something. I feel like people need me and want me to be around. I really enjoy the relationships I have built there. (and the epics!)

I guess thats it for tonight.